Boy i met on the bus.

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Oh holy crap!

This is overwhelming!
Okay i don't want to talk to him, 
I need to talk to him and....
I want so much to tell him how I feel... Sigh
But I am in the shadow of his footsteps,
A fade out girl who's insecurities are probably her best friend,
The girl who watches him as he casually walks down the stairs with his friends and practically melts,
The girl who sees him and is unable to say how she feels because, he has "that" life and is way too busy to even notice her,
Damn it!
I should be his before anyone else because i'm always thinking about him, and always wanting to see him, i want to know he's okay, the girl who cares too damn much for the guy she met on some bus!
He should care too, 
He should wanna see me, 
He should wanna hold me, 
He should at least try to help me.... and Call me when i'm down and.....
Wait!? 
Maybe i am asking for too much?!?!
Oh yeah.. 
He is just the guy i met on the bus?!
The one i wait to see before i go home to silently tell him how drop dead gorgeous he is to me, the one who probably, at the moment doesn't even know i exist at all because i said no and he moved on.
The guy that is probably a born player, 
A Greek God to us, the average girls.
SIgh........ Oh Daniel, You probably have a girlfriend who is really pretty and funny and cute and... amazing....And....
Daniel, you probably don't know me, but I...I know you and just to say... boy i met on the bus, 
My heart yearns... And aches... And.. I dont know why..! 
Maybe it was because, we were on a bus and it has been a while since a guy like you, talked to a girl like me......... I DON'T KNOW!!!!!
But damn it! You're all i think about and it's starting to hurt my mind because now.... I'm writing this to you, the boy i met on the damn bus!
In tears!
Because, you'll never notice me............
They way i notice you.

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