So I lay down and stare at the ceiling.
Realizing that, this actually what I'm feeling:
Cold
Heavy
Numb
Those three words best describe it.
Oh look!
Its my wtrist!
They're open and bleeding, I think its the cause of this feeling?
Someone is screaming,
Sounds like someone is banging on a door and there is a lot of moving about.
Though all the noise is muffled and it sounds far away.
Black dots are crowding my vision. My eyelids are getting heavy.
I might as well close my eyes and just get some rest.
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Why can't I have normal thoughts.
