"TUM BIN JIYENGE KAISE" (Dard Use Khone Ka, Zid Use Pane Ki....)

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Sid ____ why you behaving like stranger with me Shehnaaaz.....

Sana ______ because u r stranger for me Mr. Sidharthhh shukla......

Sid open his arms to her and sign her to come in his embrace........apne Sidharth ke pass wapas ajao shehnaaz.......but she stood in her place....

Sid without waiting a second hugged her tightly........like  he'll never let her go anywhere again ............

And she pushed him back........sid was too shocked by her action.....his Shehnaaaz can't do this to him........!

Sana _____ first of all Mr. Shukla u r not mine okkk.. ....
"Sid looked into her eyes trying to understand what she meant by that"

And a voice came from behind.....
Shehnaaaz where were you.....her cousin sister arohi came to her with a baby girl and gave to Shehnaaaz......yeah lo samjhalo apne bachche ko kab se mumma mumma kar ke ro raha hai......

Sana aww melaa baby .....sorry mumma ko maaf kardo i promise ....next time mamma apko chhod kar kahi nahi jaygi........

His mind stopped working when he heard mumma.....from baby girl mouth.......for him it was like someone snatched his heart beat from his heart.....

she goes from there he still stood waiting for  her turn to see him..........

His heart wanted to stop her,  engulf her in his embrace and never let her go... His eyes filled in longing watching her go away.... He was sacred will he be able to see her again the mare thought broke him and he walked behind her to stop.....

but she sat on her car and went from there without even single glance at him........

And a sudden thought came in his mind that she has a child.......

No no no..... Sana u can't do this to me......!

Driver ____sir apke bade bhaiya ji ka call aaraha hai......
And he gave phone to sid....

BB____ kaha ho Sidharth kab se call kar raha hu ....come soon mujhe new project ki file tumhare pass hai.... Na.

Sid ____ ha bhaiya mere pass hai. I'll be there in 10 minutes....

He goes to office....gave file to his brother ....

BB____ what happened sid u look so pale

Sid____ nothing bro actually raat ko need nahi aai isliye thoda headache ho raha hai......

BB_____ tu ghar jaker aram kar...

Sid____ nahi bhiya mai thik hu..

BB  _____ ha wo to mujhe dikh hi raha hai u go home and that's my order.....
Sid nodded his head in yes.. And he goes to home when he entered in his room he started throwing everything ...screaming.....Shehnaaaz......
Mujh laga tha hum dur jarur hai ek dusre se par humara pyar humne hmesha sath rakhega.......
tumne to kaha tha tum hamesha sirf meri hi rahogi.... Chahe hum sath ho ya na ho..... Fir tum kisi or.....
And his voice cracked in pain ........mai aj bhi zindagi ke usi mod par wahi khada hu jaha kal tum mujhe chhodker chali gai thi is intzaar mai ki tum ek din aaogi....

Or hum sath mai humari zindagi ka safar tay karenge....

Par tumne to kisi or apne safar ka sathi chun liya.......mai tumhe dosh bhi nahi de sakta shayad mera yeh sochna hi galat tha ki humdono sirf ek dusre ke liye hi bane hai......

Mera yeh sochna galat tha ki kabhi na kabhi to hum sath honge....

Meri hi galti ki saza mili hai mujhe ki tum pehle mujh se dur thi par fir bhi mere kareeb thi par aaj.....

Aj mere pas hoker bhi mujh se itna dur ho....ki mai chahker bhi tumhare pass nahi jaa sakta.

tumhe apni bahoon mai bhar nahi sakta.... Tumse yeh nahi bol sakta ki wapas aajao apne Sidharthhhhhh ke pas jo sirf tumhara hai......!

After hearing his screaming.......his bhabhi ran to his room as her room was next to his room......and went inside.... And saw 🤨😮 the condition of his room....there were mess around his room.....

Rashi _____  sid yeh sab kya hai kya haal bna rakha hai room ka.........kuch huaa hai kya tum itne paresaan kyu ho......

Sid thudded in in flor and tears forming in his eyes..... Rashi goes to him.....

Rashi_____ batao to kya hua hai ..

Sid ___ wo ab meri nahi rahi bhabhi... Usne apne raste mujh se alag kar liye......

Rashi got it for whom  he is talking about ....tum Shehnaaaz se mile ho kya.... Sid nodded his head.... Kaha... kab.. kaise.....and sid told whole incident to her.....
Rashi also shocked when she knows about the baby girl.....

Rashi_____i can't believe sid wo kisi or se shaadi kaise kar sakti hai kya tum sure ho wo sana ki hi baby thi....
Sid yeah bhabhi sana ne khud usko bola tha that mumma next time apkk aise nahi chod kar jaygi....!
Rashi ____ kash tum pehle hi use mnaa kar apne pas le aate to wo hamesha tumhare pas hoti sid.......

Sid mai kaise jiyunga bhabhi uske bina... Abhi tak to mai is ummeed mai tha ki kabhi na kabhi to hum sath honge ........kabhi na kabhi to use meri yaad aygi or wo wapas mere pas chali aygi.....
Usne aisa kyu kiya mere sath mana ki mai galtiya ki thi use dhukh pahunchaya tha.... Mujh se dur jaane ka faisla uska tha.... Or maine us faishle ki respect ki....maine kabhi us se milne ki koshish nahi ki mai har din har pal uske kiye tadpa hu or aj jab wo mili.... To mai use mehsoos bhi nahi kar saka.....