"TUM BIN JIYENGE KAISE" (Dard Use Khone Ka, Zid Use Pane Ki....)

🌸part 23🌸

SID POV ___ should i tell her about my feelings and emotions for her , should i tell her that i m started falling for her, but what if she doesn't except my feelings what If she won't talk to me, what if she still loves that person no no............ i can't afford to loose her as a friend also at ease she is with me i can talk to her ,can take care of her ,can be with her in her ups and down.

Shehnaaaz POV____ please aj vo sab keh do Sidharth jiske liye mai pichle 2 saal se intzaar kar ke bhi nahi kar rahi thi yeh ummeed tumne is dil mai jagai hai or mujhe pta chal gya hai ki mai tumhe is hud tak effect karne lagi hu ki tum Mera dard bardaast nahi kar sakte but meri uljhhan dur krdo ki jaisa mai soch rahi hu tum waisa hi mere liye feel kar rahe ho.

Sid wo mai wo.........

And they heard a voice sid sana where r u both

sid.....  Sana they saw their gang coming to them.

Jay ___ bhai kaha th tumdo yaha ho hum kab se dhoond rahd th or tumdono phone kyu nahi utha rahe the haan .

Sid___ doesn't know what to said.... Mujhe kuch kaam hai mai jaa raha hu mahi and shefali tum dono please Shenaaz ko khud ghar drop kar dena said so he left from there without even look at sana.

Kushal ise kya hogya ......!
Vikash  ____ hoga yar kuch kaam chalo na ab hume bhi ghar chalna chahiye i m getting bored and he observed sana something had happened to between them.

Mahi ____ yeah I'm also getting bored chal sana chalte hai she held her with her shoulder tujhe kya huaa tu kyu aise statue ki taraha khadi hai mahi was asking her 2 to 3 times but Sana didn't utterly a word .

Vikash___ lagta hai iski tabiyat thik nahi hai hume chalna chahiye

Shefali____ haan yar chlo and they both goes to their home

Mahi and shefali asked nay times to her but she didn't reacts on their questions and they both took sana insede her home .

Mahi___ loo dadu hum apki sana ko sahi salamat ghar le aaye.

Dadi ___ putter tumdono kina karti ho humari bachchi ke liye

Shefali___ apki bachchi humari dost hai or dosto ke liye to kuch bhi nahi chalo achchha hum nikalte hai late ho raha hai .

Dadi___ are putter kuch kha pee to lo

Mahi ___baad mai dadi said bye to them they left

Dadu____ kitna khayal rakhti hai yeh humari sana ka

Sana ___mai apne room mai jaarahi hu thak gai hu isliye.

Dadu___ chal ja putter aram kar..

And she goes to her room and directly lay down on the bad and she slowly slowly cried kyu Sidharth kyu tum kuch bole bina hi chale gye pehli baar tumse kuch aspect kiya tha Sidharth, ki tum apni feelings ko express karo maine yeh nahi chaha tha ki tum confess kro that u love me bcz i know it's very difficult for  you.

At Sid home....

He directly goes his room and sat on couch and continuously thinking about shehnaaz.

Sid to himself use bura  laga hoga na i kissed her without took her permission  but that time i couldn't control myself usne mujhe roka bhi to nahi tu pagal ho gya hai sid ohh godd what i done, agar usne mujh se baat nahi ki to,  agar usne mujh se dosti tod di to... No no mai ab nahi reh sakta uske bina wo bhale hi mujh se naaraj ho le gussa karle but mujh se baat kare mere pass
rahe agar use mai pasand nahi hu to thik hai mai kabhi usko apni feelings ke baare mai nahi bataunga...........but aaj jo maine kiya hai uske baad how wi'll i face her......!