"TUM BIN JIYENGE KAISE" (Dard Use Khone Ka, Zid Use Pane Ki....)

🌸part 26🌸

Sid ___ bhibhi now serious i want to discuss about something.

Bhabhi ___ bolona...

Sid ____ as i told you she loved someone else in her past and i know her love was one-sided ........!

I know she love me more than him or anything in her life...............!

I trust her.......
I love her........
I don't want to loose her......

Infect yeh sab jan ne ke baad mai us se or bhi pyar karne laga hu .
But......

Bhabhi..... But kya Sidharth.

Sid ____ there is a weird pain in my heart, l m not her first love ....!
Her heart didn't take my name first....

The first reflection in her eyes was not mine.......

When she first time saw someone's in her dreams, it wasn't me......

When she first asked for someone in her prayers, it wasn't not me........

I know bhabhi it sounds stupid but mai apne is dil ko kaise samjhau.....

I can't bare this pain she is my first love

But....and tears forming into his eyes i can't leave without her but how will i keep her happy in this state of my heart ♥

Bhabhi ___stop thinking like this Sidharth...
I can understand your feelings but it's not worth it bcz aise to is relation mai na tum kush reh paoge or na use rakh paoge.....!

Achchha listen just placed your hand on your heart and close your eyes......

Sid___ is se kya hoga mujhe nahi karna.
Bhabhi ___bola na kro to.

Sid ___achchha thik hai and he does....

Bhabhi ___kya dikh raha hai...
Sid ___Shehnaaaz or kon

Bhabhi ___arre mere bholu raam obviously shehnaaz hi dikhegi i m asking kaisi dikh rahi hai khush ya dukhi.....
Sid open his eyes... Dukhi kyu dikhegi meri shehnaaz khush hi dikh rahi thi...

Bhabhi____ but now it's depends on u ,only u can keep her happy or not.
Tumhe hi yeh decided karna hoga ki tumhare liye jada important kya uski khushi ya yeh sab or yeh sab ab kyu soch rahe ho tumhe to
pta tha ki wo kisi or se pyar karti thi, fir ab kya huaa

Sid____ haan bhabhi but tab mujhe yeah tha ki wo meri ho jaye or ab jab wo meri bangai hai to mai uske pyar ko baat nahi pa raha hu. Mai chahta hu uska hasna rona ,uski khushi ,uska gum ,uska sabkuch sirf mera liye ho mujhe pta hai ki mujhe wo bahut pyar karti hai but uska pyar ka 0.01% bhi kisi k liye ho mujhe bardaast nahi.

Bhabhi ___ Sidharth tum bachcho ki tarah baat kar rahe ho.

Sid___ haan mai bachchha hi sahi uske pyar mai mujhe sab ban na manjoor hai jis se wo khush hogi mai uske liye wo ban jaunga.

Bhabhi ____ so basically tum over possessive ho rahe ho...

Sid ___Jo bhi aap samjho......
Bhabhi___ to batao kya socha hai

Sid____ uska pehla pyar na hone ka dukh to kahi na kahi mujhe hamesha rahega but insab se jada important mere liye hai hai ki mai uske khush hone ki wajah hu jo pyar or care wo deserve karti hai wo mai use dunga
se mai duniya ki wo sari khushiya dunga or use itna pyar dunga ki wo apne pehle pyar or uski yadon se bahut dur ho jaygi.