"TUM BIN JIYENGE KAISE" (Dard Use Khone Ka, Zid Use Pane Ki....)

🌸part 32🌸

Sid ____tumhare dimaag mai kya chal raha hai....
Sana____ tumse matlab ok now get a side and go away from here i need to change.

Sid ____ mujh se hi maltb hai samjhi tum, Jab tak tum mujhe mere questions ka answer nahi dogi mai yaha se kahi nahi jaa raha.

Sana ____who are u i m not answerable to u got it. Or vaise bhi tumhe to khush hona chahiye jo tum karna chahte th wo ho raha hai.

Sid _____ kya mai kya karna chahta tha...

Sana ___ohh please Sidharth mujh tumse koi baat nahi karni hai jao yaha se tumhari Riya wait kar rahi hogi....

Sid ____  behave yourself sana she is just my friend whom u talking about.

Sana ____ ohhh sorry sorry bura laga i m so sorry mai next time se yad rakhungi but can u please tell me ki maine aisa kya galat bol diya....
jab aap apne just friend ko airport par itna intensely hug kare, apni just friend se hair massage le ,apni just friend k hathon mai hath dalkar apni girlfri....... Sorry sorry 

apki college  friend  ke ghar aayee, wo kya

hai na mera slip of tongue hojata hai .....

So i just want to say ki jab aapko yeh sab karne mai koi problem nahi hai to mere sirf itna kehne se, apki riya to  aapko problem kyu hogai.....

Jab aaap apni just friend ke sath gf jaisa behav karenge to kuchh to log kahenge wala dialogue nahi suna kya.......

Sidharth ____tumhara dimaag kharab hogya hai

Shehnaaaz ____je haan hogya or please aap apna dimaaag bhi kharab na kre or yaha se jaye 1 minutes mai hi chali jaati hu and turned her back was facing him he saw her bear back which was unzipped by sana when she entered in room,

he pulled her by her wrist n she bumped on his chest her both hands on his chest and he took her little up as her feet placed on his shoes and he was sensually touching her bear back which burning her skin and a shiver ran through her spine ,their lips just 1c.m. away she can feel his warm breath on her face ,

his gaze was at her lips ..they both can heard each others heartbeat he pulled her zipup and After so much of control he started kissing her with complete possession she give herself to him wanting to fill him with all her love once again she kissed him to let him know how much she love him.
his every muscle pocked through his thin t -shirt as her both hands on his chest so she could touch his muscles and this made her heart flutter..... He bit onto her lower lip that made her groan and saw her condition he left her mouth.

Shehnaaaz closed her eyes n took a deep breath to filling herself with his fragrance....

His eyes looked at her endlessly, tears rolled down from his eyes and his tears fall down on her cheeks and she opened her eyes......

she saw Sidharth ....her Sidharth wacrying...

She gently cupped his face and asked softly kya huaa Sidharth tum roo kyu rahe ho. ?  please mujhe batao........

Sid ____mai kya karu Shehnaaaz na tumhare pass reh sakta hu or na tumse dur ja sakta hau tumhare pass rehna dil gawara nahi karta or tumse dur jaane ka soch ke meri sanse ruk jaati hai yeh kaisa pyar hai nafrat pass ane nahi deti or mohobbat dur jaane Nahi deti.

he left her and broke down in front off her she was shocked to see him like this, her heart was thudded widely....
Sana bent down while join their foreheads par maine kya kiya hai Sidharthhhhhh...

Sid ____kya kami thi mere pyar mai Shehnaaaz jo tumne aisa kiya.....tumne mujhe dhoka diya hai....... Shehnaaaz and pushed her back.

A deep pain slashed her heart and Confused she looked into his eyes trying to understand what he meant by that,"  His eyes spoke how much he try to control his anger and emotion. 

she knew he was in pain that she had no idea about it .what has happened that made him behave so badly with her" aisa kya kiya hai maine she asked....

Sid _____tumne mujhe se jhuthh kyu bola u told me that ur love was  one-sided and he didn't even know about it.... Right na.

Sana ____haan Shidharth or yahi sach hai use mere pyar ke bare mai to aj tak nahi pta
chala that he was my first love......

Sidharth ____  jhhuth fir jhuthh or kitna jhuthh bologi he shouted and started crying... Here everyone came to her room kya hogya and everyone was in shocked to see his condition.

Riya goes to him Sidharth kya hogya tumhe tum aise and she looked at shehnaaz what's happened here.

Sana ___riya this our matter and i m sorry guys can u all please leave .

Vikash____ yeah sure.

Riya ____ but mai bina Sidharth ke nahi jaungi ise is halat mai nahi chhod sakti.....

Sana ___please riya leave

riya ___no mai nahi jaungi

Sana____ are u mad or what ek bar mai samjhh nahi aata he is my boyfriend and only i can handle him now leave...Riya goes from there with having tear in her eyes....

Her heart was broken in million pieces to seeing him like this..... She goes to him and cupped his face look at me Sidharthhhhh please look at me do you really think that ur Shehnaaaz can betrayed u haan....

Sid ____mere sochne or na sochne se kya hota hai Shehnaaaz tumne to dhoka diya hi hai mujhe, he jerked her hand u

Sana ____ kya kasoor kya hai mera Sidharth jo tum mujhe par yeh iljaam laga rahe hai..

Sid____ tumhara kasoor yeh hai ki tum meri zindagi mai wapas aai, u was pregnant for 5 months and u didn't think it necessary to tell me.
Mujhe to laga tha tum sirf meri ho shehnaaz

Tumhara pehla pyar na hone ka gum to mujhe pehle hi tha par is baat ka sukoon tha ki tum sirf meri ho mere siva tumhe kisi ne nahi chhuaa.....

But tumne to wo hak bhi kisi or ko dediya mai har din har waqt khud se ladta hu ki maine tumse itna pyar kiya jo meri kabhi thi hi nahi jo mere liye bani hi nahi.

Shehnaaz was frozen to hearing his words his each and every word was piercing like thorns in her heart.

Sid ____bolo Shehnaaaz kyu kiya aisa tumne mere sath kyu chhupaya mujh se sach

Sana ____taqdeer ke hisse mai kuch faishle hote hai Sidharthhhhhh or usi taqdeer ka ek faishla yeh tha ki mai maa banu wo mere pyar ki nishani thi but takdeer ko kuchh or bhi manjoor tha or mera faishla yeh tha ki mai iske bare mai kabhi kisi ko na batau ,

mai uske pairo ki bedi nahi ban na nahi chahti thi mai chahti thi wo apni zindagi waise jiye jaise wo jeena chahta hai or mai use batati bhi kaise wo to mujhe se pyar bhi nahi karta tha......... !

Us sab ke baad maine jeena chhod hi to diya tha Sidharthhhh na mujhe jeene ki khushi thi na marne ka gum fir tum aaye meri zindagi mai, tumne mujh wapas hasna shikhaya, khush rehna shikhaya meri berang zindagi mai rang bhar diye.

And she held him by his collar maine tumse kaha tha meri zindagi mai aane ke liye.

Maine kaha tha ki mujhe se pyar karo.
Maine bola tha ki meri care kro ,
Kyu kiya itna pyar ki tumhara pyar hi tumhari nafrat ki wajah ban gya........

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