"TUM BIN JIYENGE KAISE" (Dard Use Khone Ka, Zid Use Pane Ki....)

🌸part 8🌸

They all spent their whole day in market and came back to the resort in evening

At night 9pm Shenaaz  was seated in the poolside of the resort and thinking about sidharth today was such a beautiful day for me I think I started liking him jb usk mooh se mai apna naam sunti to aisa lagta hai koi music sun rahi hunn....  As Sidharth was passing from there he saw shenaaz and clear his throat.....  And sana turned her face and saw Shidhart

( mai sirf sid or sana k bare mai likhungi bcz only sid and sana matters)

Shenaaz___ tum yaha? Mujh laga tum sogaye ho

Sidharth ______ haan after dinner went for sleeping but fir neend nahi i so here I'm tum yaha kya kar rahi ho tumhe neend nahi aarahi

Shenaaz______ vo actually kuch soch rahi thi or mujh need bhi nahi arahi thi to mai yaha aagai kitna achchha lagta hai na in khuli wadiyo mai rehna inhe mehsoos karna Kitna sukoon milta hai na Sidharth or kashkar tv when you are in love with ............And she became silent while speaking.

Sidharth______ bolo  bolo chup kyu hogai and he seated beside her while sitting his hand touched her hand and she gets shiver in her body bolo na Shenaaz tum kya bol rahi thi

Shenaaz_____ nahi nahi vo to mai aise hi kuch bhi muhh se nikal jata hai hai toda wording problem hai mujhe that's why

Sidharth______ kya tum kisi ko pasand karti ho bolo  and sand looked at sidharth with widened eyes, ohhhhh please don't look at me like this I'm just asking you.

Shenaaz ________ or aap aisa kyu punchh rahe hai

Sidharth________ dekho jb se mai tumse mila hu tum kahi na kahi khoi rehti ho or abhi jo tum bol rahi thi wo sunker to yahi lagta that u like someone and also there is a special place in your heart for someone

Shenaaz POV_____ ab mai tumhe kya batau is sawal ka answer to mujhe khud hi nahi pta bas itna pta hai ki jb tum mere pas hote ho to mujhe ek ajeeb se feeling aane lagati hai i feel  butterflies in my stomach aisa man Kart hai tumhe kahi na jane du bas apne pas hi rakhlu

Sid again clear his throat........ And sana back to reality

Sidharth____ dekho maine bola tha na tum fir kho gai thi yar tell me na ab to hum dost ban gaye hai na dekho tum mujhe apna secret btaa sakti ho mai kisi ko nahi bataunga or mai tumhari help bhi kar sakta hun only if u want to or ek plus point batau tumhara
secret hamesha mere pas safe rahega kyu dekho kl raat se pehle na tum mujhe janti thi or na mai tumhe, tumhari or meri duniya alag hai Shenaaz's  humsab abhi sath mai hai kuch din baad hum sab apni duniya mai wapas chale jaynge so tumhara secret hamesha k liye mere pas safe rahega After hearing all this Shenaaz was feeling that her heart began to ache.  It seemed that someone is getting a thorn in her heart. Her heart was hurting so much and she didn't know why she was feeling soo much pain in her heart bas uske itna bolne se ki wo apni apni duniya mai wapas chale jaynge alag hojaynge and without saying a word She ran to her room.

Sidharth____  Shenaaz ...... Ruko ruko..... He

was calling her by her name but she didn't stop . Sidharth to himself isko kya hogya maine kuch galat boldiya kya........ .....?

Shenaaz_____ in her room laying on her bad tears continuously rolling down to her eyes and was about to  crying when someone Knocks on the door the door and she Wiped her tears quickly and went to open the door and saw meeti,

Shenaaz tu yaha soi nahi abhi tak

Meeti_____ yar neend nahi arahi thi or tujhe apni windows se pool pas dekha Sidharth ke sath to socha tumhe join karlu but jab waha gai to only Sidharth tha or usne mujh bataya

ki tum bina kuch bole hi chali gai so i was worried for u to soch tumse punch lu ab tu mujhe andar bulaygi ya yahi khade rakhne ka irada hai.

Shenaaz _______ pagal hai tu kaisi baatain kar rahi hai

Meeti ________ yar ek baat punchhu tu sach sach bataygi mujhe dekh mai or karan tere childhood best friends hai or tum humdono se kuch nahi chhupa sakti and she saw tear stains on shenaaz face. Meeti tu royi hai Shenaaz nodded in yes Because she cannot hide anything from her best friends they are like her family.

Meeti _____ tu mujh bataygi ki tu kyu ro rahi hai and shenaaz told everything to meeti and also her feeling for Sidharth and what Sidharth said.

Meeting _____  sana kya tu us se pyar karne lagi hai

Shenaaz ______  pta nahi yarr mujhe bas itna pta hai jb se usne door jaane ku baat ki hai tab se mere ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe hai and and again a tear rolling down to her eyes.

Meeti ______ matlb tu sach mai us se pyar karne lagi hai Shenaaz ohhh god i m so happy for you darling 😍😘

Shenaaz_______ tu pagal ho gai hai mujhe koi payar wyar nahi hua bss usne kal meri jaan bachai hai na to thodi si emotional attachment hogai gai meeti  raising her eyebrows thodi si haaan thodi si 😎
Shenaaz while looking down haan matlb kuch jyada hi emotional attachment hogai hai bas khush chal ab jaa tu apne room mai mujhe sona hai hai.

And meet went to her saying good night

Shenaaz to herself tukhe sach mai us se attachment hai ya meeti jo keh rahi thi.......
Nahi nahi pagal hai yeh baat or hai u started liking him but no gande wala as a friend kyuki usne teri jaan bachai hai and thinking about all these se slept.