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Hyperventilate ☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎☻︎ I worry about him maybe to much but damnit Muichiro just feel something Anything
His blank expression doesn't change and I don't know if it will ever change. But it doesn't stop me from falling for his stale emotions and his pale eyes that stay dim he's perfect to me but I know if I tell him he wouldn't care well I don't think he would anyway.
But I'll tell him today, I run to go find him then I see his long black hair with teal tips "Muichiro there you are" my heart stopped when I saw him just his face I started to think if I really want to do this.
"Yeah what's up y/n"
"Oh umm do you what to go on a walk with me maybe just down the mountain or something" oh no great I sounded awkward
"Sure" he walked over to me and we started to walk just enjoying the air and freshness of nature but all we did was walk and I couldn't open my mouth to tell him I couldn't even talk to him and sooner or later we reached the bottom of the mountain and not a single word was said "well that was pointless" hearing that made my heart sink but I just went with it.
"Yeah, I'm sorry" I start to awkwardly laugh "you can go back up if you want I'm gonna stay down here and think" what am I stupid he's probably gonna leave an-
"No I'll stay here with you I've gonna think too" I was surprised we both sat on the grass he glances over at me "hmm what's wrong"
"Oh nothing it's ok" I lie I can tell him right now wait no not the time umm maybe when we get a conversation going. I'm a wreak right now and I think he can tell and all this panic makes me feel sick
"No, you're not you look sickly almost" he put his cold hand on my forehead flipping it over and over to see my temperature my breath staggered "you're burning up you're clammy as well do you feel like you're going to faint"
"I swear I'm fine not-" he cut me off
"STOP DENYING IT YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT FEEL GOOD YOU LOOK WORSE THEN IVE EVER SEEN YOU" he yells I've never seen him be like that before all upset "sorry I didn't mean to yell at you but what's wrong"
"It's ok but I don't really feel well"
"Finally you said it just breath ok" he looked me in the eyes and make signals to breathe in and out I did as he told me. "Are you alright" I nodded in complete truth I feel better but still feeling faint "why did you get like that it was so sudden"
I folded my hands and twiddled my fingers trying to forget the stress I'm feeling but it still lingered "thank you...for being worried I mean...a-about me"
"Stop acting like we are first meeting each other why are you so nervous" he went back to his nonchalant tone as he held his wrists in hand "y/n your shaking and you're hyperventilating I-I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO PLEASE STOP" he put a hand on my mouth "just try and calm down please" I took deep short breaths in and out he's trying so hard to help I can see that but my body is doing this on its own because of him his face filled with worry is unfamiliar any face is unfamiliar. He still kept a loose grip on my wrist with one hand the other over my mouth he was shaking as well I peeled his hand off of my mouth and smiled at him
"Muichiro it's ok I don't know what got into me it just happened" his eyes filled with tears as they gradually started to trickle down his face. He throws his body onto mine knocking us both over. His arms around me felt like heaven on earth I just wanted them to stay there forever just me and him hugging in the grass. I felt like we were the only two boys on in this world.
"God I love you so much y/n if anything would have happened to you I don't even know what I would do that's why I freaked out like that sorry"
Wait he said- no it couldn't have been
HE LOVES ME
My heart was going 100 miles per minute "I-i love you too like a lot that's why I hyperventilated like that because you made me nervous"
He lifted his head from my chest and looked at me in my eyes and planted a small kiss on my nose and gave a weak smile but it was enough for me. 𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎𒊹︎
Hey bestie he's my favorite character so I may do a lot with him so get ready for that besties also I may or may not be listening to the whole cry baby album for nostalgia purposes ok bye love ya-Arie❤️
