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I missed you ★★★★★★★★★ I ran my fingers through the mans hair as he lay on my lap. I could tell he was falling asleep, every time I asked him a question his sentences were slurred and incomplete. "what time are you leaving tomorrow" he asked fiddling with the fabric on my uniform
"I'm leaving very early before the sun comes up" I felt him shift in my lap. I lifted my hands from his hair. "Rengoku, you awake," I asked
"Yeah," he said in a monotone voice. "you don't have to go you know, master said he could find someone else if you're not healthy enough yet" I sigh as he tried to talk me out of it.
"I'm alright, and I'm going to do that mission," I say as he turns his body to look at the ceiling.
"It's just, y/n it was a very close call last time and I don't want to see you in that much pain again" I gave him a weak smile and began to stroke his head again.
"that won't happen again, I promise. I came home didn't I" I say trying to cheer him up. it didn't seem to work he just sighed and refused to look at me, like the image of me coming home the last time would flash in his mind if his eyes met mine. "look at me," I said softly pulling his chin up so I was the only thing to look at.
"do you trust me rengoku," I asked him my voice as soft as possible. he raised his body from my lap and turned to face me. I put his hand in mine and repeated myself "do you trust me"
"yes I trust you" he squeezed my hand slightly making me smile.
"then trust me to come home. I will come home I promise" his eyes started to wander not able to meet mine. "you can't promise that y/n" my smile faded
"no, but I can make you believe it," I said looking into his eyes "please believe me. please trust me," I said giving him an imploring look. he looked like he wanted to argue.
"Alright, I believe in you y/n" a smile tugged the corners of my mouth again as I looked into his eyes. I opened my arms for him to fall into. as his body went limp into my chest I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same. I could hear his breathing become deeper and less frequent as he fell asleep.
I laid back still keeping his head placed on my chest. I closed my eyes and listened to his heart beat rhythmically. The clock ticked slowly away the seconds becoming one hour and then two. I didn't sleep that night, all night I kept the thought in my head 'what if I really don't come home this time?' over and over.
before I knew it the sky started to lighten and shine through the open window.
I sat there with the man still snuggled deep into my embrace. He stirred slightly in my arms as another ray of sunlight hit his face. I managed to get out of his arms and I started to get ready putting on my uniform and shoes.
I looked at rengoku as I was about to walk out the door. he was still asleep probably thinking he was still in my arms. I gave him a weak smile and a light kiss on the head as I left.
•time skip to when you come back•
I walk into my house after my mission. I smelt the familiar air a breathed a sigh of relief. "I made it home," I say to myself quietly closing the door behind me.
"y/n is that you" I heard a very familiar voice ask.
"yeah, Rengoku what are you doing here, it's late," I say in a worried tone. he walked out of one of the rooms in the house and smiled his prideful smile at me, the one I loved so much.
"I wanted to be here when you got home from your mission" I copy his face and he walks up to me wrapping his arm around my waist. "I missed you" I give him a small smile and laughed awkwardly.
we always held each other but this time it felt different I felt nervous and my stomach was tying itself into knots. "I missed you too" I kept my arms at my sides too afraid to touch him. "how did your mission go," he asked
"Good. I got a cool scar on the back of my neck wanna see" I say trying to change the subject I felt one of his arms rise to my neck feeling for the scar.
"I think I feel it" as he said that he grabbed my neck pulling me closer to him only a small movement apart from one another. "I missed touching your skin," my breath hitched and my eyes widened. he leaned forward and placed a kiss on my lips. I moved my hands up to wrap them around his neck gently.
he removed his lips from mine. I looked at him in shock. he was staring right back, our faces still inches apart.
"I love you" he said looking straight at me. I felt a lump of words growing in my throat. "I've had a lot of time to think about it well you were gone,"
"I love you too rengoku" I give his a bright smile. his eyes widened as tears started to build up in them. I brought my hands up to his face and pulled him in once more... ★★★★★★★★★ hey babes what's up Kinda feeling cute may make request open or something who knows... Hope you love it remember to listen to Steve lacy because aint nobody can afford those concert tickets <333
