Hey Obicat3 here's your request I hope you like it I was so exited to write this <3
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⚠️TW: depression, SH(mentions)⚠️
My purpose ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
I sit on the shore of the river watching as lights burned out on the reflection of the water as it was quite late and normal people were going to bed, saying good night to each other, putting out their lights and closing their eyes, then to wake up and live a purposeful life, they do it on repeat till they die. But this doesn't include me I wake up every day and nothing purposeful happens I'm living for no particular reason, so my time is running short I can feel it, I'm getting tired of living with no rhyme or reason.
All the lights I could see in the water had gone out, and so shall mine, but in my haze, I feel a hand place itself on my shoulder "hello," I said hesitantly. The person chuckled I didn't look back,
"Hello what could you be doing here all alone and sad looking" I got up swiftly trying to avoid any confrontation with this man "nothing just about to go home" I tried to walk away from him. I got a glimpse of him his completion was pale but not a pale you would normally see his skin was an actual white. I turned away from him trying to walk home.
"I could give you a purpose you know" I turned and looked at the man "or I could end your life right now, I'll let you pick"
My eyes widened as I looked at the pale man, he wore a hat and a suit "can I think about it I mean this is kind of sudden, you just grab my shoulder and promised me what I've been thinking I-"
"As you wish I will walk you home, you will have time to think on the way" he leads the way, how did he know the way to my house. This guy is creeping me out with everything he does. My mind runs rapidly thinking about my two options and sooner or later I reached my door and he looked at me awaiting my choice.
"can you really give me a purpose" he gave me a sly smirk
"I said I could didn't I" I nod "then don't ask stupid questions" I take a sharp breath in.
"Then, please give me a purpose" his smirk resumed as I said that.
"This will only hurt a minute," he said, and before I could ask what he meant a sharp pain ran through my body starting at my neck. Tears came from my eyes but I didn't let out any cries. I felt as if I was gonna fall as the pressure left my neck I looked at him in confusion. "Would you like to take a look" I nodded not knowing what was going on, take a look at what. I took myself to a mirror, I almost choked on air as I looked at myself. I looked the same tho I had patterns on my face and different clothes (I'll leave it up to you on what they look like:) )
"How is this supposed to give me purpose" I looked at him angrily "I've turned you into one of my demons and you shall serve me, that is your one and only purpose" his tone flipped to a stern demanding voice one I didn't like. "Do I make myself clear y/n"
"Yes," I wasn't even surprised he knew my name as well. My knuckles turned white as I gripped the mirror handle tighter and tighter "what should I call you"
"Muzan" I nodded he continued to explain everything I needed to know about my new life.
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My life from that day on has been only for muzan, I've become well respected by him and become very strong myself even making it into the upper moons. But as he trusted me with doing things on my own I saw him less, I missed him more my desire to be near him the man who gave me a reason grew almost out of control. I began to slowly go back to my old ways and all my ends sluggishly becoming lose as they were before.
A random day the middle of the night I had just gotten done killing a demon slayer, I was summoned to see muzan I appeared in his domain I've been in here many times before. I turned and there he was I quickly got on my knees and laid my hands on the floor so my fingertips faced each other and placed my forehead atop of them. "Sorry muzan I just got finished k-"
"Raise your head," he said in a serious tone I did as he said it was surprised to see our eyes met "yes, sir what would you like me to do"
"I've been hearing your thoughts and how you feel, you're thinking like you used to before that day aren't you" I nod "and many thoughts have been about me, correct"
My eyes widened he grabbed my chin lightly and kissed me on my lips gently, I look at the demon wide-eyed with tears of joy forming in my eyes "you really" he smiled at me not a smirk a genuine smile with warmth embedded in it. "Of course anything for you," he said sandwiching my face in between his large hands. My crocodile tears continued even though he wiped them away every time. I nested my face into his chest his arms now wrapped around my body...
He is my purpose ••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Hey y'all I wrote this in one night but this was the most detailed request I've gotten so thank you it makes my job so easy lol but I didn't really like Muzan before this but now I really like him kinda idk yet but I'm super sick rn so that's cool so I'm doing a whole lot of nothing requests so I'm less bored
