Love Ash (Raphael x Reader TMNT fanfiction) [CANCELLED]

Author's (last) note: The end of "Love Ash"

I'll immediately cut to the chase here:

I unpublished this story for some time in unawareness of how it will affect the reads and votes it gained. Basically what happened is that as I unpublished the story, thinking it was gonna stay in my drafts (it thankfully did), all of its reads and votes (not sure about comments) got removed.

"Love Ash" turned out to be one of my best stories during a whole year and more here on Wattpad, and I couldn't be thankful enough. However, despite the fact that I don't have any ideas for the continuation in store (honestly, I'm not even trying to think of any), I published the story once more so y'all Bagels of mine could read it.

I've recieved so many good comments about the story, even though my liking for it completely disappeared, that's why I'll keep it flying around Wattpad. I'm just so damn sorry those reads got removed, as this was one of my best works. But I guess I can blame myself for that.

Anyway, let's say more about the story now though:
I honestly gave up in making this any 'better' anymore. First of all, "Love Ash" had a whole another ending and different plot at first, since it was inspired by a roleplay with a friend of mine. Although I went another path and thought I could 'pull things through somehow', which, apparently, didn't work. I put the story on hold for a while now, and I guess that by doing that, it wouldn't make much difference than ending the story in any way anyway. That's what's happening.

Second of all, this was just a fun little (cringe) story I came up with just to have something to do in my free time, but since those two last years, a lot of things changed, so did my tastes in books. This just became awful to look at, as I do not intend to make any bad books for you all (that's the main reason I unpublished it). I'd rather not write a story at all rather than giving you guys a bad book.

I've had a lot of bad books in the past, but it just felt so wrong to see that one of my best works is complete garbage. That's not what I wanted to be proud of and I just dearly hope you understand. It just didn't make sense for me to continue off of a blank (as I turned out to be doing the whole time). It didn't make sense to make up last-minute ideas at the top of my mind. It felt wrong.

This might be a lot for a simple Wattpad story, but bro spare me, I just wanna create content I can look upon and be proud of. For real though, so many things have been a pain in the butt lately and I can't even process the fact that the same person that's writing this note right here wrote that trash of a story. I'm sorry if ya'll think otherwise, but I fuckin' hate it.

Guess this is how this story will end. My greatest apologies, but I cannot carry on any longer.

Signing off~