Love Ash (Raphael x Reader TMNT fanfiction) [CANCELLED]

Comforting the forgiven

"..S-Sab, talk to me! Tell me that this is just a prank! Tell me you're joking!" - (Y/N) approached the girl with shaky hands as she placed those right on her shoulders. Her eyes widen as she shook Sabine's shoulders in hope to 'wake her up' somehow. But nothing seemed to work.

"Sab, look at me!" - She pointed, her best friend did not reply. The empty girl only stared back at her once best friend right before she pushed her away hardly, making (Y/N) almost fall. She was surprised at her reaction, which made a slight gasp escape her lips. (Y/N) couldn't hold back her tears anymore as one of them just struck down her cheek quickly, but she seemed to wipe it quicker.

"Sabine...don't you know who I am? Don't you remember? Your best friend..."

"Silence." - The mind controlled girl answered in an empty, yet severe tone (Y/N) never expected to hear. "I don't want to hear any more of your words (Y/N). I've had enough of you and your stupid boyfriend."

"Please Sab...you've always liked to hear my stories. As well as being there to comfort me when I needed you the most. Don't you want to return the same to me when I need YOU the most?! Please Sab, snap out of it! Bring your senses back!"

"My senses are already back to as they've been. As well as my personality. You should stop worrying, (Y/N). I'm right where I'm supposed to be."

"But you're my friend...my bestest friend in the whole wide world. Don't you remember? Don't you even know how much fun we used to have everytime we meet at school? When we used to prank the teachers and talk about who do we ship or not? Your otp...heh, you never let it die...don't you know Sab, don't you?"

The senses of Sabine were not where they are supposed to be. Deep down inside of her, she feels guilt, sorrow, pain and regret. She felt so many things inside of her, though on the outside she looked emptier than ever. She could not ever be seen in the state she's in at the moment, and the poor girl aside her is trying her best to bring her friends back to normal. As Sabine did not care to answer, (Y/N) turned to face the others, her eyes glossier than ever.

"Maria...don't you remember how we met? We used to share our classroom when we had music class together, remember? We met on the day you showed me the basics of playing a guitar...and because of you the teachers are proud of me...Yet I am so proud of YOU Mary. Please...snap out of this madness and come back. Be the best girl you've always been to everyone. Be my friend again..."

The girl's expression softened at the words of the young teen, however, she did not respond or care to change the look on her face. (Y/N) sighed as she faced the friend next to Maria. It was Sandra. She looked more severe than the others, she's the nerd of the group, but when you mess with her temper, you better run. The girl was at first scared to talk to her in this state, but she'd do anything to bring her friends back.

"I never believed you'd ever be a part of this, Sandra...You've always talked to me how you felt about Lidia, and you didn't like her as much either. We used to celebrate this Christmas together, remember? We played Twister. And when Sabine played the music and everyone was dancing! And besides that, you were a really nice person and a good friend to care to help me with homework. Our team wouldn't be as smart without your super knowledge, Sandra...why did you join them? Come back so we can fix this! Together..."

"Don't be a fool, there's nothing you can do, (Y/N)." - The girl replied coldly. (Y/N) frowned not knowing what else to do, as she turned around to face Ben. The half of his face was covered by his hair, his expression remained darker than ever. Yes, Ben can be dark at times, but this time he was darker than he has ever been, which scared (Y/N). She spoke yet again, hoping they'll snap out of it.

"Ben? You're in here too? Joining Lidia? But...why? You were always so strong and hesitant when it came to stuff like this. Why would you be the one who'll give in easily? I never expected to see you in here with them...with HER. I don't know what happened to you, cause none of you are acting like yourselves. But I'm sure Maria would be disappointed to see you like this...You'd do the same if you saw in what state SHE was. Show us your strenght and snap out of it already! Come back to the crew and let's make everything be ok again!"

"Stop that." - The boy answered shortly, his hair still covering half of his face.

"I won't! In fact, I'll continue! Until your stupid asses decide to change back again!" - She said with glossy eyes and a cracking tone. Her fists remained so hardly clenched that she started to tremble. She faced another boy standing beside Ben. Edward.

"Edward...I'm so sorry you have to go through this, dude...You always warned me about these kinds of people, and I'm sorry I didn't warn you when you fell for the same. In fact, you've helped me in so many situations. You've comforted me before I sang on the stage in front of SO many people! You've invited me to your Christmas party and I had so much fun! Eds, what happened to you that you have to be such an emotionless slave to a slut? Return to normal so we can fight her, together, as a gang!"

"Spare me your precious words, (Y/N). I am not in the need of hearing them."

"Heh, you also liked to be dramatic at times..." - (Y/N) chuckled emptily and sadly as she faced Laura. One of her most sassiest friends.

"Hey Laura...so I see you're in here too, uh? How come? I thought you'd fight back these guys. Fight back against the biggest slut ever! You were always there to get in a fight so you'd stand up for my rights. I like your tough part. You may act like a tomboy, but that's exactly what makes you unique and special. Heck, I can't wait for you to come back so we can kick people's ass together. Hear me out and return Laura...I beg you."

"Pft." - She only said.

And last but not least, Hannah was standing there. Her eyes were a grayish color and her skin was paler. (Y/N) exhaled.

"How come nobody was there to stop you from joining, Hannah? You've always been so kind to people, always the nice and the quiet one. We go to the same class together, you'd always pay attention in class, and be the one with the perfect grades. You may not study a lot, but you'll always make up for it. Always! No matter the subject! And as for our friendship...don't you remember when I stopped those bullies from hurting you? I couldn't let them hurt you so easily as they thought. You're my friend after all...remember? Please tell me you remember, so we can bring everything back as before. Please Hannah...please..."

(Y/N) couldn't keep the tears inside of her any longer, as she just let them flow down like a stream of the river. She faced them all and paced around with her hands shaking.

"Please guys, remember who you are! Who you used to be. Don't listen to one girl who tells you what to do. Come back, gang! I-I..." - Her voice cracks.

"I miss y'all so much..."