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"Okay ka lang ba Ate?"
I jolted a bit when Keighcel held my hand. We're now inside the car going home. I chuckled at her question.
"I'm not. How can I be okay?"
"Oo nga naman." She said showing a sad smile. "Pero, masaya ako na nakilala na kita. Nag-enjoy talaga ako. Isa na 'to sa hindi ko makakalimutan dito sa Pilipinas."
"Well I'm glad." I said and smiled then she suddenly hugged me which shocked me a bit.
"I'm happy though it's just one day, you have let me experience having a sister. Thank you Ate. Sana hindi pa ito ang huli." That touched me.
"Of course." I said and hugged her back.
So this is the feeling of being loved by someone. Ang saya sa pakiramdam.
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"Miss! Ma'am Keigh! Nandito na kayo! ^^" Sara exclaimed happily pagkauwi namin. I felt the closeness of these two. And it's a rare thing in this society.
"May pasalubong kami sayo Sara!" -Keighcel
"Talaga po??" -Sara
"Trishane..?" I immediately glanced at the person and I already regretted doing it. "Am I right?"
The fianceé is actually talking to me. Oo at nakakagulat na kilala nya ko.
"Yes, that's my name."
"Pwede ka bang makausap?" She asked. Why? I don't think I can. We're not close enough to talk. "Shall we?"
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"Anong pag-uusapan natin?"
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Yes. I'm really stupid for agreeing to this. We're now at the balcony sitting across with each other. She just smiled at me.
Nakakainis. Nakakainis dahil hindi ko magawang magtaray ng bongga dahil wala naman syang ginawang mali. That feeling makes me feel a loser.
"I am actually feeling nervous right now." -sya
"Does my goddess face feel you nervous?" I stated proudly. That made her chuckled.
"Thanks for that."
Akala ba nya nagj-joke ako para matanggal ang nervousness nya? Huh! Such a feeler.
"But your face is really beautiful."
"Stop stating the obvious please."
I saw her smiled. Is she being sarcastic right now? But the curved in her mouth suddenly changed into a sigh.
"And that's why I'm afraid." Bigla syang tumayo palayo sakin. She was now facing outside, holding the railings. "I know you're aware of my marriage with Khien." I suddenly looked at her side. "And I already know you have feelings for him." She turned herself to my side, looking at me.
"So what's your point here?" I asked as I closed my hands tightly.
Nakakainis sya. Bakit hindi na lang nya ko diretsuhin? I know where this conversation will go. "Gusto mong iwasan ko sya? Gusto mong lumayo ako sa kanya?"
"Trishane..--"
I crossed my arms. "You don't have to say it. Sya na mismo ang umiiwas sa akin kaya wag kang mag-alala. Si Khien pa rin naman ang masusunod dahil katawan nya yun. Kung gusto talaga nyang pakasalan ka gagawin nya yun because that's what he wants."
I can't take this conversation anymore kaya tumayo na ko.
"May sasabihin ka pa ba? Kung wala na aalis na ko." I was about to walk inside kasi any moment I might lose my composure and cry in front of her. I would never want that to happen!
Pero tinawag nya pa ko, leche.
"Wait." I stopped pero hindi ko sya hinarap. Ano pa bang gusto ng babaeng 'to? Sya na yung winner diba?
At sabi nang hindi ako iiyak eh!
"Thank you." Huh! Napaharap ako sa kanya.
"For what? For giving up?" I smirked with the thought. "You don't really know me." I said triumphantly as I crossed my arms. "That's not my thing. I'm not that kind of person. But.." I sighed as I remembered everything about him.
And that's why I've decided to accept my reality.
"This is different. Let's just say that I'm just doing what's the best for everyone. At si Khien ang nagturo sakin nun."
Right, Khien. Si Khien.
And if I accept my defeat, I have no longer had the chance to see him, to talk to him, to laugh with him, to touch him, to be with him all the time.
Is this the end?
As I realized all of that, ang pinaka ayaw kong mangyari in front of her really betrayed me.
Curse you, tears! Bwisit ka.
"Goodluck. Oh. Should I say 'Best wishes in advance'?" I said as I turned around.
Bago pa ko gumawa ng eksena na ikakahiya ko ulit.
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BINABASA MO ANG
You! Who Stole My Heart [COMPLETED]
चिक-लिटWhen a narcissistic, self-proclaimed goddess met her KARMA - yung tipong hindi nya inaasahan.