Miss Right | BTS SMUT

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I'm sorry :(
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Have you ever been in a situation where you just don't know how you got there? Like maybe you blacked out or maybe you weren't paying much attention the whole time, and then all of a sudden you're just there.

Because right now, you're probably in one.

Dark. Red. Scream.

Bright lights turned to dark scary ones, before being welcomed with the bold color of red and a deafening scream.

What the hell is happening here?

Who turned off the lights? You're driving, but why can't you see the road ahead? Why is it suddenly so dark?

Wait, no. You aren't driving anymore.

And it hurts... everything hurts. You're in excruciating pain—pain shooting from all parts of your body, but most especially your head.

Oh, both of your eyes are shut close causing the loss of sight. What the hell is going on?

With a loud grunt, you slowly peel your eyes open as wide as you can. The view in front of you is now clear but at the same time, blurry—it is weird. Why is everything suddenly upside down? Why the hell are you so disoriented?

It's no longer dark anymore, but all you could see now is red. Panic is now surging through your whole body. You want to move, but why can't you?

Wait... something's trickling down your forehead. Slowly and carefully you wiped it off and checked what it is. With shaky hands, you look at it—the mere sight of it is already making you feel nauseous.

It is bold screaming red. It is blood—lots of it. Your heart picks up its pace as you wipe some more. Not even knowing if it's from you, you want to get rid of it. But no matter how many times you try, it still continues to leak as if it is an open faucet. It doesn't stop. Why the hell is it not stopping?

By now, you're already hyperventilating. The loud screams of help coming from somewhere are not helping either. Where the hell is that coming from?

Glancing beside you... that's when it hit you.

You are in an accident.

You scream while you stare at a man lifelessly lodged in the windshield. His body is literally half inside, half outside the vehicle—breaking the thick glass and penetrating it. Shards of glass are piercing through his body, his top absorbing all the blood coming from the wounds. It looks extremely painful.

Who the hell is that? His face is completely covered in blood, making it difficult for you to recognize him. On top of that, you suddenly don't have any recollection of the tiny little details prior to this moment.

But, you are sure of one thing. You were indeed driving, then suddenly you weren't anymore. Due to the ugly ideas you had in mind, it divided your attention. All you could remember was the loud squeal of tires and the screech of brakes before bright lights shone through the passenger side's window. It all happened so quickly. Before you know it, a 10-wheeler truck already hit you... hard. The impact must've been really strong, explaining your positions at the moment.

Who sat beside me? Was it Jimin? Taehyung? Where the fuck are they?

Loud cries for help flood your senses again. You badly wanted to check who it is or where it is coming from but your position prohibits you to. You are stuck, and you don't know what else to do.

And so, you screamed—screamed for help, screamed for the pain, screamed for the loss of ability to do anything at that moment. You screamed and cried and screamed some more until you couldn't anymore.

In only a matter of minutes, you're knocked out because your body couldn't take it any longer. You fought hard to keep your eyes open, hoping anybody could come to the rescue. It didn't matter if you don't make it, all you wanted was the members to be saved. But no matter how much fight you still had in you, your body couldn't sustain it as the damages the accident had brought on you were severe.

And so, the next thing you know, you're already lying in a hospital bed. You'd been here since last week and this is the first time you woke up. At first, you thought it was just a nightmare, but glancing at your bandaged arms and white hospital walls only proved that it did happen. Good thing that there was no pain anymore. However, you just felt numb. You suddenly can't feel nor think. You're numb. But all these will soon change with just a piece of extremely horrible news.

The doctor thoroughly examined you, making sure you're stable enough before breaking the news. As soon as he opened his mouth, it broke you. The pain came surging back again, only this time, you weren't hurting physically anymore. Funny though, because this one hurt more.

Turns out, you were right. You were indeed in an accident.

You're lucky you survived... but the rest didn't.

And now... everyone in the car is dead, but you.

All you could do now is cry. You sob hard, so hard a few nurses even came in to help calm you down.

Everything is your fault. The members are now dead because of your carelessness.

This was not how you wanted to end the night, not how you envisioned the story to end. But that's how life works, isn't it? Everything is unexpected and not all goes according to your plan, and definitely not dependent on what you want. Life never favored you anyway, so why are you shocked? 

That's why everything felt so surreal up to this point, it came with a price all along. Now you have to exist in a world without them. How is that even possible?

You were hoping for a happy ending, but a tragedy became your reality instead. You wanted to be just as good as how it all started, but now you're stuck with a sad ending. You could only hope that maybe in another lifetime, it'd be the way how you want it to be.

In another lifetime... maybe, just maybe, you'd make it right.

-THE END-

"Are you fucking kidding me?! WHAT THE FUCK!!!" You wiped the side of your eyes, catching the tears threatening to fall. Earlier tonight, you thought it was a good idea to finish this one BTS fanfic just to lull you to sleep.

Well fucking hell you're wrong. Because now... It's already 3 in the morning, and you couldn't stop sobbing—like full-on crying with used rolled-up tissues surrounding you and all that jazz.

"I shouldn't have read this. Why did I read this?! ", you sobbed some more. Your eyes would be puffy tomorrow for sure. "How can the author be this cruel? This is so heartbreaking!", you screamed, thanking the gods that you had not been roomed with one of the members because if you did, he would definitely think you're nuts.

You wanted to destress, not get depressed. The plot was indeed amazing, but you still regret reading it after bringing you into insanity instead of peace.

Well, the only bright side of it was its effectiveness, because not even 10 minutes after finishing it, you're already in deep slumber.

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pls tell me i tricked u 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
(sorry for wasting ur time haha dont hate me)

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