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"What bout you, Y/N?"

At some point during their whole conversation, you thought they've already forgotten your existence—and you were more than ok with it at times like that, so suddenly hearing your name being called made your heart beat more than its normal pace.

You could've just pretended like you didn't hear it and go on with chugging the whole bottle of water, but then it'll be so disrespectful and you didn't want to look like one so you just sucked it up and responded like you're not panicking deep deep inside.

"W-what about me?", you asked while casually taking a sip from your bottled water.

Yup! I can do this. Tsk, easy!

You feigned ignorance. You acted like you weren't just eavesdropping to their conversation—you had to, cause if not, you'll be as red as a tomato by now. Although, Jimin suddenly including you in their conversation still tinted your cheeks a little.

"Do you prefer being eaten out or sucking a dick?",Taehyung continued nonchalantly, as if what he asked was the most normal thing to talk about.

You almost choked on your own saliva with how blunt he was.

"I-I don't—I don't really know", you stuttered.

"What do you mean?", Hoseok asked. Now, all eyes on you. The weight of their stares made you gulp and nibble on your bottom lip. "Oh god!!! Don't tell me you haven't done any of that at least once in your life?! OMFG are you that innocent? Oh shit what have we been talking about in front of this angel?!"

You chuckled, finding how funny his reaction was.

"I'm not that innocent, calm ya tits", you announced, giggling.

Hoseok let out what seemed like a breath of relief before asking, "Then what did you mean by what you said? You can't decide? Is that it?"

"Ummm no—it's just that I've never experienced being eaten out", you trailed off. "But I've already given a bj", you confessed before smiling awkwardly.

"What????? How is that even possible?!", Taehyung announced. "OMG STORY TIME!!!!"

You laughed at his enthusiasm before continuing, "When I was in a relationship, the guy I used to be with would constantly bring up sex and would lure me into doing it. I've already mentioned the old me—sex before marriage girl—so that was the main reason why I didn't wanna do it yet. I liked the guy so much, but not to the extent that I'd be willing to give him my virginity. I explained that to him and he said he was cool with it. However, when we hit a year and a half, he sort of threatened to break-up with me if I didn't do it with him. I've already invested too much into the relationship and I didn't wanna break up so just to appease him, I decided to compromise. I'd give him blowjobs whenever he talked about sex—just to shut him up. But like I've said, I can't really compare the two cause the guy never really went down on me."

"WHAT?!!!! WHY? HOW CAN HE NOT?! DID HE NOT WANT TO? WTF WHAT AN ASSHOLE—"

"No, no! T'was because of me. He tried, I mean he constantly insisted to do it. It's just that I was so self-conscious during those times and by the time I was actually ready, I caught him having sex with my best friend"

You've already moved on cause that was ages ago, but you could still remember the bits and pieces of that day. By the way he swooned you and said he loved you and only you, you expected he wouldn't do any stupid shit to hurt you. So personally witnessing him banging your best friend really shocked you. That's when you also found out that he had her on the side all along. You don't really care anymore, what just sucks was that the 8 long years of friendship with your so-called best friend was flushed down the drain because they can't keep their sex organs to themselves.

"Oh hun, I'm sorry. We didn't mean to bring up the past", Jin said with a slight frown while he patted your back softly.

"It's fine, really. A cheater and a snake make a better match", you chuckled. "I'm over that; that's old news! And I'm more than happy that he's out in my life. At least now that I've dropped the sex before marriage thinking, I'm free to explore whatever and whoever I want."

You showed them the most genuine smile you could show. You're ok, more than ok actually—so there's no lie that lies in any of the things you just said.

Before someone could even respond, you beat them to it.

"So I never got to actually experience being eaten out", you concluded, not intending to gain anything by saying it, you just wanna say it out loud for emphasis maybe?

"Poor thing", Jimin said.

"We'd have to change that"





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