Miss Right | BTS SMUT

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"Should I just leave the group?", the exact words that left Taehyung's mouth all of a sudden, which stung your heart harder than anything ever could.

It's the first topic he'd opened up tonight; the first time he actually spoke, the first time he'd actually talked to you and that came out? TBH, you kinda wished he just hadn't talked at all.

Confused, you asked, "Huh?", all while acting like you're not alarmed. You wished you heard it wrong. That thought should not be on Taehyung's mind—not now, not ever!

"Should I just leave BTS?", he repeated monotonously. "Would that make the group better?"

OH HELL TO THE FUCKING NO BITCH WHO BROKE THIS KID???!

As soon as Taehyung uttered those words, you whipped your head to his direction—so quick that you're almost sure you broke your neck in the process—but you didn't mind. That wasn't really what's important at the moment, what's important was Taehyung and these absurd ideas he's spewing out.

Taehyung's monotonous tone matched his face--it showed no emotion at all. And that was indeed alarming as what he said was the total opposite of how he's reacting. It was more frightening as his face didn't show any emotion.

Though Taehyung had his poker face on, he still looked ethereal. Once again, you were amazed at his side-profile. He was really so handsome; his eyes, nose, lips, and eyebrows really go well together. His sharp jawline could cut all antis into pieces. He still looked so breathtaking even with the storm brewing and whirling in his mind. Kim Taehyung's indeed effortlessly beautiful without even trying.

Get a grip, Y/N! It isnt time to appreciate art right now, you had to remind yourself as you got kinda distracted by the beauty in front of you for a sec.

Upon observing Taehyung, you've seen how he'd change in a small amount of time... The change happened so drastically. One minute he was smiling, then the next, the box-smile of his that everybody adored was nowhere in sight anymore. Bags under his eyes were starting to form too—signifying how this problem of his wasn't letting him have his proper rest.

"Who do I need to beat up?", you said while pretending to roll your sleeves on both arms as if you're wearing a long-sleeved top, before cracking your knuckles. "Who had been putting these ideas in your sexy gorgeous brain?", you had to ask him in a joking manner, cause you didn't know how else to approach something you don't know. In such cases, you always end up settling for humour--and sometimes, humour also helps let out or bring out the truth.

Good thing tho, that elicited a chuckle from Taehyung—his 1st one (not sure if genuine tho) in a while and you couldn't help but smile cause finally a reaction other than just a poker face or a frown. It was short-lived yet still oh so satisfying.

He glanced at you and asked, "So, you ready to beat me up?"

Was he the only one thinking about those stuff?

"You mean like...", you said before looking from his eyes to his crotch area then back to his eyes again.

"No, you horny pants! I didn't mean it like that", he said, chuckling again—this time you were sure it wasn't fake nor forced.

Yay, 2 points for me!

"Was just kidding", you said. "Or was I?"

Another laugh.

Damn I'm good at this.

"Just kidding! Ok, on a serious note, what's up, Tae?", you said calmly. After finally breaking the ice, you could finally ask what the real problem is.

Taehyung returned his attention to the stars, his eyes sparkling like the diamonds in the sky.

He kept mum, and for a sec, you kinda regretted asking him that. His sudden silence made you think you overstepped the line. But with how he opened his mouth before closing it back again, you realized he was collecting his thoughts and trying to form his words. So, with that, you patiently waited.

And in no time, he started spilling.

Still focused on the stars, Taehyung sighed deeply before speaking, "I don't know... it's just that the tour's coming closer and I feel like... I'm sure I'm gonna mess it up—like I always do", he ended with a dry laugh.

Your emotions were fighting one another at this point, but anger was for sure overcoming all of it. "What are you talking about? Who told you these messed up stuff? Tell me their addresses and Imma really beat the shit out of them myself!"

You were right though, somebody had been feeding him these ideas—but he still denied it.

"No one", he deadpanned. "I guess it's just my mind fucking with me"

As he was talking, you got distracted by the notifications popping up on his phone. Though it was on silent, his screen lit up from time to time—catching your attention and causing you to slyly look at it. While doing so, you got to see a glimpse of something that instantly made your blood boil.

What you didn't know was that it wasnt just now that he was getting those notifications—it clearly wasn't the first time.

If you weren't too distracted by Taehyung's beautiful face earlier, you could've seen how his phone was left open just right beside him earlier. If you could've just looked closely, you could've soon realized that the cause of his sudden change; you could've understood why he was acting the way he was—because projected on it were an array of mean and hateful comments from random people.

"What's that alien doing here on our planet? Remove that ugly untalented mf out of the perfect group!", was only one of the mean comments directed to this lovely human being.

More comments such as "BTS is better without Kim Taehyung" and "Taehyung is a useless trash" were projected on his screen. Tweets from criticizing how he looks, to the way he sings and dances... and even to the extent of cursing him out for even existing—all of which were directed to Taehyung.

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(I had to divide it into 2 cause it was too lengthy for me 😊)

FYI, it was really difficult for me to write those hate comments cause NONE of it is true! KIM TAEHYUNG IS PERFECT! And if anyone disagrees, here's the door 👉🏻🚪 please let yourself out before I kick you out myself.

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