THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

Chapter-1

Life...I never knew what's the meaning of the word.. And I never try to know cause I never wanted to. people around looks so happy and are enjoying their life...but wat abt me?
All the kids in the school have friends,a lover, fun and all the things that they wanted in their life. And me... I don't even know what's the meaning of life! Its just that I'm scared to die .. Wat if it hurts..? I'm a girl who never experienced what happiness is... My dad nd mom got divorced when I was five. I don't know why they got a divorce. But I know that I hate both of them and I don't have any siblings. all I have is a list of step brothers and sisters!.

I've never lived in a place
for a long time. My life was never fixed to a particular place. for a week I'll stay with my mom and the next week with dad. It brought nothing but a break in my heart. From the day when I heard that " savana, mommy and daddy won't live together anymore." I started hating them. As I was five, I didn't understand what she meant. I could still remember mom and dad fighting over me; whom should I live with. Dad said he wanted me even mom said the same. As a five-year-old girl, all I wanted was them to be together with me. but they made me clear that they can't live together anymore.
From that moment, my life was all about migration. they bought me everything. clothes,books, my favorite foods..but they didn't give me what I really wanted...,they didn't give me the love and care I needed from them.
After I turned eight,mom got married to the manager of the biggest mall in our city. After marriage,I and my mom moved to his house, with his two daughters Hena, Teena and his son Marcus. with that move..my mom changed..she gave all her life to that man and his children..slowly she started forgetting about me. Her care and love...that she gave me decreased day by day. It gave me another break in my heart. I waited for days to stay with my dad.
All my hope was with my dad. I enjoyed living with him. but there ,my life changed again. my dad got a transfer to the manager of his company. As a business man, i barely saw him every day. Sometimes he goes early in the morning. he often comes late at night. All the Friday night out dinner! Saturday hangout in the park. everything changed. my dad sometimes had to go for business trips to another country leaving me behind.
both mom and dad looked after their job and their life. no one cared about me. And from then.. I became a lonely arrogant girl.

Forgive me for my mistakes guys...!!!