Fall (Justin Bieber)

Part 16

**** Fall's POV ****

I woke up with the realization that I was in a hospital bed. I'd been in the hospital so many times in the past month that I'd memorized the feeling of a hospital bed. But, I'd forgotten why I was even there. I opened my eyes to a concerned mother. Her dark orbs were filled with grief.

"Why in Hell would you put me through that?" she whispered in my ears after wrapping her weak arms around me.

"What did I do?" I inquired, utterly confused.

"You tried to kill yourself, for God's sake?!" she spoke louder, and with more intensity.

I stared her down hoping for answers, but intead she grabbed my shoulders and shook me wildly.

"I said... WHY IN HELL WOULD YOU PUT ME THROUGH THAT?" she screamed ferociously.

Tears tumbled down my flushed cheeks as nurses pulled her away from me, whispering calming things in my ears. What did I do?

A familar voice walked over to me. "You were on the phone with me. I heard your sleep talking. You said you were going to take your life... for me." Justin choked. "Why would you do that?" he said, voice cracking as wetness covered his pupil allowing a single drop of salty water to come out.

"I don't know. I don't remember." I said with shame.

He pulled pieces of paper out of his pocket and handed them to me.

"Read this." he choked.

I read the first few words and it all came back to me. The dream. The pills. The alcohol. My eyes widened.

"I thought you were dead! I didn't know any better! You never tried to talk to me! I just wanted to be with you!" I exclaimed with all of my emotions coming out.

He was the next person to wraps his arms around me, but his hold wasn't weak. It was grasping me into comfort, not his own personal relief.

"I'm not dead. I'm right here. I'm right here." he whispered, trying to hide the guilt he felt for not speaking to me.

He walked away and Jessie filled his position. She pulled me into a hug. Her hold wasn't for my comfort, but for hers. I couldn't imagine what she was thinking when she found me, but I faintly recalled her pleading for help.

I felt the room going fuzzy, clearly from the after effects of the beer. I blacked out once again...

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Sorry I haven't been actively updating, this is just going to get boring for the next few chapters so I think the next one is going to be a bit shorter. I just have so many things I want to fit into the story and I hate making things slow. I need to stay steady with details though, because I definitely have a bad habit of rushing things. Also, thank you so much for 6 votes!!! I can't believe it! I thought nobody would even read this, let alone vote for it! I love you guys! And Happy New Years! Oh yeah, before I go I just made a cast for a few visuals but please don't make it change any thoughts you had about how the characters looked in your head. I don't want it to affect how you play it out, that's why I didn't give a visual for Fall. She should look however you want her to look! ~Ry