Erens First Love

You are always someones world

⛔️Warning!⛔️
Mentions of depression and suicide attempt. Please if you are sensitive to this content proceed with cation or skip this chapter.

⭐️Please make sure you read the authors note at the end everyone⭐️

The sun shown threw a few crack in the curtains. It was just light enough in the room to see the outline of different objects. Everything was quiet besides a few snores coming from some one. Erens brow furrowed when he heard the light snores. Armin didn't snore, yeah he talked in his sleep but never snored. He laid there quietly letting his thoughts catch up with his sleep meddled mind. Shortly everything came back to him. His phone call with his brother, watching TV, and the panic attack.

Shit of all times to have a damn panic attack. Now they were gonna be annoyed with him and not want him around he thought to himself. Eren laid there in silence creating horrible scenarios in his mind of how they would ditch him. His head all of a sudden lifted up and Eren heard a groan and cough which shook his head. In confusion he looked up and was met with a beautiful pale face framed with raven black hair. Erens eyes widened when he realized his pillow was Levi's solid chest.

A faint blush dusted his cheeks and he snapped his eyes shut and counted to three then opened them again. Still there, so this wasn't a dream. Eren continued to stare at the beautiful teen. His face was relaxed and mouth slightly open. Black lashes laid upon his cheeks delicately. His strong jaw didn't look as ridged as before. Perfect. That's all Eren could think as he admired his beauty.

" Morning bright eyes" Levi said gruffly and opened one eye to look down at the blushing teen. Erens eyes widened and he hid his face groaning in embarrassment.

"How long have you been awake" he asked peeking a sea green and blue eye at the other. Levi laughed and ruffled his hair.

"About five minutes, the two holes being burnt into my face woke me up." He said with a laugh. Eren tried to push away from the other and get out of the bed, but quickly found out he couldn't. The thick strong arm around his waist stoped him and pulled him back to Levi who was smiling at him.

"Where you going so fast princess?" He asked quietly with a glint in his eyes. Erens face lit up even more as he started to stutter.

"I-I'm gettting up so y-you can sleep. I'm s-s-sorry I woke you up." Eren said with embarrassment. Levi rolled his eyes and pushed the others head back down to his chest.

" It's fine bright eyes I would be waking up at this time anyway. Let's just lay here for a few minutes and get woke up." The raven suggested glancing down at the other. Eren just nodded and they laid there quietly with Levi running his hand up and down Erens back soothingly. The smaller teen was about to fall asleep again when Levi's voice broke the silence.

" Eren what happened last night? You know, to cause your attack?" Eren went stiff and closed his eyes. He took a few calming breaths before he answered.

" It started with the movie, it was to much for me, but I didn't want to say anything because I was the one to suggest it." His voice trailed off at the end of his confession. Levi hummed and squeezed his shoulders in support.

" Eren it was your first horror movie. It would have been ok to tell us it was to much. We all would have understood. You tried something new, and didn't like it, that's normal." Levi gave him a small smile. "but you said that's what started it. What made it peak?" Eren blushed and looked down trying to hide his tears. Levi cupped his cheek and had Eren look at him.

" How about you tell me this and then I'll tell you something about me in return?" The raven asked. Eren thought about it and agreed.

" When I saw Hanji, Moblit, Armin, Erwin and you, all talking freely and the others holding each other it reminded me how lonely I am. My parents don't want me, they never have, I know. And no one else wants me either, as they have all said, I'm just worthless, unattractive, and no one wants someone like me. A nerd, outcast, freak, weirdo, like me!" Eren started to sob again his tears soaking Levi's chest.