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³ First Day Of Hell

First Day Of Hell

There are many reasons to why someone might feel those weird nervous feelings inside their stomach.

Could be a hard test that's freaking you out, or sneaking into your house at 1am when everyone is sleeping.. or having amnesia and school in less than 6 hours.

That was definitely the reason why Bella felt nervous.

Her stomach was doing flips nonstop. Just the idea of school was enough to freak her out, let alone the thought of walking down the halls with everyone's eyes on her because she had an accident two weeks ago and lost her memory.

That was horrible.

She threw herself on her queen sized bed and stared at the ceiling for a good 15 minutes, just thinking about how her first day of school will go.

What will people say? Will they stare at her?

She buried her face in her palms, feeling like her mind will explode if she thought about things any longer.

In the past week, Bella didn't leave the house at all. She stayed in her room, watched some things with Ashton and talked to him until they both fell asleep at 4am.

They had numerous sleepovers during the week, which made Bella more relieved. She wasn't completely happy with sleeping alone in this big ass house while her mom was in the hospital for surgeries and her dad was on the other side of the world.

But Ashton kept her company and it made her feel safe and happy.

However, she was feeling alone again. Ashton had to go home because it was a school night. Luckily, Bella's mom didn't have any work to do tonight so she was all the way across the hall in her bedroom.

But the feeling in her stomach wasn't helping, she was nervous. Nervous as hell.

Bella walked around her room for so long, just thinking about how tomorrow will be.

Then an idea popped in her head.

Bella was the bold kind of girl. Yes she was nervous but she can also do something that'll ease her up. Something a little bold.

She grabbed her phone and checked the clock, which said 2am. It wasn't that late, right?

She didn't care actually.

Bella grabbed her phone and put her shoes on, she quickly checked on her mom - who was asleep - before walking downstairs.

She took her keys and left the house, trying to be quiet as much as she can.

Bella walked around, trying to find a store that's open at this time. She was clueless about the things in their area so she had to google the stores that were open.

When she found a nearby store that had the things she needed and was open, she walked to it to do a quick buying trip.

In a few minutes Bella was done buying what she needed, so she walked back home, enjoying the late night air.

Bella's actions were normal to anyone who knew her, except being confused all the time.

I mean, if you knew Bella well enough, you know she won't care about leaving the house at this time, and with amnesia. She wasn't scared or anything. She didn't care.

But for her, she was just doing this because she felt like doing so. It just felt like it, so she did it.

She went home and right straight to her bathroom to complete what she was planning on doing.