I have been madly questioning myself on whether I did sleep with Barry or not. I mean, I guess it's possible, right? I desperately hope that I didn't.
Why couldn't Hector have been the one who came round? I wouldn't mind if I slept with him!
All I could think about is if I did sleep with Barry, that doesn't mean things will change...right? I mean, I have slept with quite a lot of people before and it never really meant anything. But that was the old me. Now it means everything.
For instance, the time I slept with Hector for the first time, that was probably the best night of my life.
Little details about that drunken night had kept magically appearing in my mind. Only tiny details though. Such as, I remember having the time of my life. And I remember laughing. A lot of laughing.
I also remember a few selections of dialogue that were said. I remember three that were said by Barry.
"Don't tell him, that's my job".
"I've been waiting for this".
"Once is not enough".
That is all I remember Barry saying and, unfortunately, they didn't sound too promising. I tried to work out what every saying meant in my head.
"Don't tell him, that's my job".
Surely, "him" meant Hector in some way. But tell him what? If I did sleep with Barry, i'm quite definite that the thing not to tell Hector is about that. But what did "that's my job" mean? Did that mean that Barry was going to tell him? Maybe he was too drunk to understand what he was on about. Or, at least, that's what I hoped.
"I've been waiting for this".
I'm guessing that meant our night. I am desperately trying to tell myself that nothing happened but all these signs are telling me the opposite. It is true though. He had been waiting for this. He had tried to get me to give into him for ages now and I might have done that exact thing.
"Once is not enough".
Now, this is the one that frightened me the most. I hoped that didn't mean that he was going to try something else like that again. If we did end up sleeping together, I knew that would be the first and definitely the last time we ever did. But, saying that once is not enough worries me in case he wants more from me. I seriously don't think I could say no. I know it sounds mean to Hector but, yes, I am attracted to Barry Barry. But, in a way that I am attracted to bad boys. Who I just want to have fun with. Hector Reid is someone I want for life. Barry Barry is someone I just want to have an amazing week with.
Ugh. Everything was so confusing.
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After a whole sleepless night of worrying thoughts, I woke up very annoyed with everyone for no reason.
I was already five minutes late for school so I skipped having breakfast and a shower.
Once I had walked through the school gates, someone tightly grabbed my arm and dragged me behind the school building. It was Barry and he looked regretful.
We were alone.
"I have a confession to make", Barry announced.
Uh oh. That didn't sound too good.
I looked at him expectantly.
"I, um, I kind of tricked you", Barry revealed.
"I don't understand", I squinted curiously.
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Waterloo Road~ Gabriella & Hector Love Story (Fan-Fiction)
Fanfiction***COMPLETED & EDITING*** This is my own made-up version of how Gabriella Wark and Hector Reid got together. Whenever I watch old episodes of Waterloo Road, I desperately wish Gabriella and Hector would get together. So, I decided to make it happen...