Vent hole

2021 UPDATE

Alright. It's already 2021 and i've been gone for at least 2 years. And that was a long path down memory lane and believe me, i'm not done yet. So, maybe, I'll be able to keep continuing writing random thoughts in here or i won't be. I just remembered how writing my thoughts down helped me cope with my shit ton of anxiety and depression baggages. I couldn't remember how it helped me so much and how i was able to put those into confusing words and descriptions. 

Honestly, i am amazed. Looking back now, i realized how i've let these things get to me for no particular reason. And it messed with my head big time. Trust me, it's still going. I am still yet to find the cure for severe depression and anxiety. Good news though, through 2020, the quarantine era, i have found and discovered that i am utterly gay. With flying colors, I am coming out to ya'll as Pansexual and with a touch of Ace. And it's a load off the back to know i am not just a girl. My pronouns would be: He, She and They. As usual, christian parents would never approve. Just come out to the one time and never mention it intentionally cause you wouldn't want to hear more bible verses. 

So the drafts i just currently published were chapters i wrote a year ago. I uninstalled wattpad and started focusing on what i really wanted to do. It was between two those days: being a literate or painter. And i chose being creative through art materials, with animation in mind. But who knows? 

There's not much into this chapter. I just wanted to update this story...or thoughts cause...i never knew how i am those days. I wanted to record it. Maybe i'll keep recording to either cope or capture how long i've gone into my life. Anyways, folks, hope ya'll are doing better than me.