Today, I will be writing in a different entry. I don't know why but I dreamt the silliest one just recently. And yep, it's got something to do with him. I don't know what. I don't know why.
He just keep showing up.
I was talking to my friend about something. And yeah, he was near with his other girl friends. That's not unusual though. I knew he was always close with girls. The fact is, my friend and I was talking about something I don't remember. Cause it was a dream. And then he waltz up to our direction and said "Yah, that would be a good idea." I didn't know how to react so I just talked to him. I was flustered. But I didn't want him to see that. He was talking to me. On his own. Without me, approaching him. That's a shallow reason to be glad, but I was.
Then he looked at my friend and smiled. In his hands, a thumbs up before he walked away. And my friend, signalled just the same to him. I didn't want to bother what that meant cause I wasn't always a positive thinker. I thought it was something that only the both of them knew and that it doesn't concern me. So I didn't ask.
But, even for a bit. I thought... It was a set-up. So the both of us can talk again. But I know, it wasn't the case. So.. yeah. That's about how much I can remember from my dream.
Silly, right? Or it's just sad? I'll leave that emotion I felt up to you to imagine. But I definitely was not happy.
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