Right now... I wanna talk about futures. Cause right now, I feel like I need it.
Let's face it, the future is kinda scary. Futures are...unavoidable and unpredictable. But, how should you know what to choose when you're confused? How should you understand something... tangled? How should you unravel things that are hidden deep?
Right now, I just feel like spacing out and be whatever to anything. It's like...not lost, but, just... hesitating. These days has been kind of tiring. Pushing things behind my limit. Convincing myself I have to do this. Even if I didn't want to.
Being expected, being where they want me to be...really is kinda tiring. I mean, why am I even trying to be someone they want? Wow, that kinda shot through me.
"Arigatou" he says. For the feelings she conveyed to him. Rejected. And I felt it.
He didn't accept it. Nobody accepted that voice.
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