I dreamt that I was being chased by someone.
Someone who wants to kill me.
Someone who wants to end my life.
And it's ridiculous.
Cause in my dream I was afraid of dying. In my dream I didn't want to die. But when I woke up...
I was disappointed.
I said I looked forward to it, don't I? That I looked forward to death. That I looked forward to not existing anymore.
And I'm still...
Looking forward to it.
Since I can't end my own life. I'm looking forward to any death situations. I'll welcome it gladly.
I'm sorry.
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