Vent hole

Tell me what it means, please

I dreamt about people being turn into ashes and ceased to exist. There were something that happened. I saw people look like they were burning with no fire but was turning into ashes, being blown away by the wind. I watched people disappear. It was like an illness.

Then suddenly, I found myself as one of them. My cheek was slowly turning into ashes and I have one day left to live before I completely turn into dust. I was almost at that end when I woke up. Realizing that everything was a dream.

A few days after, my friend dreamt of me.

She said I was asking her to keep me company on a cemetery. But since it was late and dark, she insisted on staying home. So she let me go on my own.

And I was shocked, really. Because she was crying infront of me. Like, I was gone. Her eyes were looking at me like I'll magically disappear. She told me the reason. She said it was because after I left to go alone in the cemetery...

She said I never came back.

This was a few days ago. And I was actually looking forward to it. Whatever that was going to happen to me. It was funny...

Because I looked forward for my disappearance.

I looked forward of me...not existing anymore.

And since it didn't happen, I just want to know what the dreams meant. What the dreams wanted me to realize. (I doubt it, though)

Can you tell me?