I honestly don't know what i should write here. The bad migraine is just something i want to complain about, i guess. So, basically, my head hurts. I cannot think straight. My thoughts are a mess and it's giving me insane uncomfortableness whenever I'm outside of my room or with other people.
I feel shit. And i don't know how to get rid of this chaos...
I tried watching movies, reading manga, watching anime (Which is something that i love the most), drawing or making artwork, house chores, tried taking a walk outside both morning and night...even so, i still wound up in my room, lying in bed and just spacing out.
Do I feel bored? Yes. A lot, actually. Even towards to things i love doing. My head hurts a lot afterwards.
How about sleep? It helps. But I can't sleep all day. Most of times it's insomnia or hypersomnia. That's either enough, too much or too less of a sleep. My eating schedule is a mess. I do not have the appetite and my head always convinces me to starve myself.
I constantly wanna go outside but dealing with people is something i don't wanna do. And i did go out yesterday. Went out with my cousin to buy some coffee and it wasn't as fun as it used to be. I didn't act as i was and I regretted ever going out.
I don't know what to do with this. It's just utter mess..
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RastgeleA vent hole for someone like me with critical personal issues topped with anxiety cream and depression sprinkles. "Random thoughts in life" was a mistake of a title. Everything started from me falling in love and hurting myself really really bad, fa...
