I try my best...
I try my best to control myself. To stop myself. To not end my own life for them. To not follow what I want for them to not be in misery. Fort them to not suffer.
I tried my best...
And I still do.
But everyone, treats me like I'm not here. Treats me like I did not do anything for them. Treated me like I'm still useless even for the efforts I exerted for them.
I chose to be who I am for them.
Please don't tell me it is the biggest mistake of my life.
To be there.
To stop myself.
To reprimand my own emotions.
To not be fully me.
To not be who I want to be.
For them.
But...what can I do?
I'm the invisible being in their lives.
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