Ang Bakla kong Boyfriend

Fall for me

Kay

I was.. Frustrated, confused, sad, mad and all. My Emotions are messed up and I can't do anything about it, after those situations happened in starbucks all three of us started ignoring each other. Even though Yumi tries to start a conversation I just can't and here I am ranting at Madielein's boarding house.

"Maddie! Bakit ganun ang hirap hirap, at saka ang saket. Ang saket to the point na ayaw ko na-" pagputol ko dahil hindi ko mapigilan ang pagsinok. "Hmm, tahan na bebs. Well It's going to be alright, but you need to be strong. Let's just not be weak like last time hm?" pag patahan sa akin ni maddie. "At sabi ko rin sayo diba, you can call me Mara now." tumango na lamang ako.

She held my face with her hands and caressed it. "Look. hey Kay! Look, stop putting all the blame in you okay? Yeah you did some wrong but you can make it right naman. Isa pa ayaw ni Avi umiinom ka diba? Itigil mo na yan" pagkumbinsi nya sa akin. Kinuha niya ang hawak kong beer at inilapag muna ito sa mesa nya.

"Thank you Mara, nag abala ka pa tuloy. Uuwi na lang ako, gabi na rin naman na." sabi ko at aakmang tatayo pa sana ngunit natumba pa rin. "Di na you can stay pero wag sa kama ko ew! Dyan ka sa baba, kuwain ko yung folding bed teka." natawa ako diring diri naman kala mo di pa nakakasama ang isang lalaki sa kama. Hmm baka hindi pa nga.

Bumalik na ito sa kwarto nya at ibinigay sa akin ang folding bed. "Yan lang meron kami dito, pagtiyagaan mo yan kundi ma-hahampas kita pag nag-complain ka" "Thanks Mara" ... A moment of silence. Tulog na kaya sya? "Mara?" pagtawag ko, hindi ito sumagot "Madielein Rain!!" paglakas ko konti sa boses ko. "Ano na naman Kay!" ay nagising ko ata "Tulog ka na?"

She fakely smiles "halata ba?" she says it so casually but also I still can get the sarcasm of her voice "Sorry na, sabi ko nga tulog ka na" I go back and make myself sleep but I can't. I still keep thinking what Brylle said. He loves Drie, but I also love her.. Or do I??

Drie

I woke up and felt so empty and messed up. I got dressed up and started to get ready for school. If you're wondering what happened. Yeah, my mom now lives with his boyfriend but I am happy for them. I accepted Tito Chancellor as my 2nd father, mom loves him and he makes her happy.

I choose to stay here because I already know I love it here, it's my home. She and her boyfriend gave me my monthly allowance, and didn't know being away from your mom is hard. Well I've been with her from the start and I know I gotta let her go.

I now call myself Drie, I like it more now. Yumi was no longer here, I hate her for not understanding but that just meant I hated myself.

I am now at my school and saw Brylle and that Madielein talking, should I confront her? Yeah I probably should. When I was about to get close to them, Brylle already walked out of the area.

"Oh hey drie!" she smiled, she looked so sweet and innocent. I can't just go full on her "Hey maddie! Welcome to our part of the building, maganda ba?" she nodded "alam mo ba kung asan si Kay? Pagkagising ko kasi kanina wala na sya" did they sleep together? "Don't get me wrong, we're just friends. I also don't see him more than that, Drie please be alright"

She held my hand and she had this comforting touch "Oh nanjan na pala, Kay!" Kumaway siya at lumapit papunta sa amin si Kay. Mukha siyang malungkot. "Ayos ka lang kay?" tanong ko. Ngayon ay tumango na sya, after all this time napansin niya na rin ako. "Una na ako! Bye!" pagpapaalam ni Maddie.

"Hatid na kita sa class mo" offer ni Kay sa kanya, Inaasahan ko naman itong humindi kaso um-Oo pa rin ito sa Offer. Pero napatigil sila sa paglalakad ng nakita ni Maddie si Brylle "Teka Kay" huminto ito at tinanggal ang kamay ni Kay na nakapalibot sa kanyang beywang.