Ang Bakla kong Boyfriend

Twin

         I'm not quite sure yet if kaya ko pa ba. Kasi biglang sumakit yung puso ko knowing he/she whatever Kay is, pero ang sakit talaga. Umuwi na lang ako after non, It seems na sinasadya nya na rin eh.Wala na lang akong magawa kundi Mag-overthink at umiyak, Hindi kaya gusto alam nya na gusto ko sya. Nagising ako sa katotohanan nang tumawag si  Mitch "Mitch?'' pagsagot ko naman sa tawag nya. Na para bang di ako umiyak ng todo-todo kanina lang.

"Were you crying?!" She ask harshly "You don't need to shout!" I shouted back, I was really frightened "Hey.. Uhm sorry Yums, But why are you crying?" I just opened my Cam and say it's nothing "Hey we are having a girls night, Kasama si Leani just to make sure na okay na sya" I nodded in agreement, she also nodded too "And uuh- Ayon Oo! I also added her to our group chat and remove Elle" I hum in return, I can't speak that clearly my voice is just tired "Hmm I guess Elle is now officialy an stranger hmm?" I stated. She didn't answer 

I apologized knowing that Elle and her were been a biestfriend for such a long time. After that we ended our call. "What just happened, One Moment and everything was such a mess." Aayaw na sana ako kaso naisip ko na andami pang mga tao na nagsa-suffer more than I experience. *Continue, and be you. Originally you, Yumie Aleandrie Samaniego.  Brave, Intelegent and Unique* I motivated myself. 

Papunta na sana ako kay Mama Para sabihin na magkakaroon kami ng sleepover kasama si Leani nang pumasok sya "Okay, It's fine now. I hope one day she'll say why she did that to you" naguluhan ako sa sinabi ni Mama, kasi naman binulong yung huling sinabi. "Po?" umiling na lamang sya "Sabi ko, na Just behave with them, Pabingi ka na talaga ng pabingi." Tumango ako *Mukang hindi iyon yung sinabi nya* "Ma, I'll be going na. Bibili ako ng mga Midnight snacks namin. Bye Ma Mwuah!" Sabi ko sakanya at akmang lalabas na ng bahay ng tinawag  nya ang pangalan ko "Yumie! Alea!" 

Nakakairita naman eh Ayaw ko ng Nickname na Alea parang pinapamuka na Ale ako. Binaling ko na lang ang tingin ko sakanya "Po? Ma?" kinuha nya ang wallet nya sa Bag nya, Di ko nakita naka Hand Bag pala sya "How Many Snacks will you buy? I can add some money." umiling ako dahil ayaw kong kumuha ng pera galing sakanya, Marami na akong naipon nung Summer Work ko. At Ever since ng naging Official adult na ako ayaw ko nang pahirapan pa si Mama at bigyan ako ng Budget. 

"Ma remember I work under our Company this summer." magsasalita pa yan tignan mo "Pero baka kulang pa yung sweldo mo last summer, Sabi ni Bos-" "Boyfriend mo?" pagutol ko sakanya "Oo- ay, Hoy Yumie san mo nalaman yan?!" Napatawa na lamang ako sa reaction nya "Naka-Hand Bag ka everytime na May Buisness Over night kayo ng 'Kaibigan' Mo, then aabutin ka ng 2-4 days that means you don't need any clothes kasi may damit ka na kay Mr.Chancellor right Mama or which I mean Ms. Anderiah?" Natagalan sya bago maka-sagot. "Ma I'll be waiting just invite me to you're wedding bye!" sigaw ko dahil nakalabas na ako sa bahay

Andito na ako sa Shop kung san kami first ever nagkita ni Kay. Thinking about him makes me wanna cry all day. Kayaaa naglakad na lamang ako at hinanap faves naming snack, I guess I still remember kung ano-ano yung favorite ni Leani. Dito naman kami lagi bumibili everytime na may gusto kami. Napaka-ganda , Lawak at mararaming masasarap na pagkain from different places. I still remember pushing her around here. "Yumie.." I hear something.. Someone calling me. I started walking further knowing who they are. 

"What do you want ELLE" she looked down "uhm- I just want to tell you about the other da-" but then may naramdaman akong hinila ako palikod. which makes me go to their embrace. "She don't want to" tumaas ang tingin ni Elle"B-Brylle" pautal-utal na sabi ni Elle *Bryle? Sino yun?* napaisip ako di ko namalayan na nagaaway na sila "Uhm, pwede bang wag kayo mag-away dito?" Sabi ko at mukang sila pa ang gulat "Sorry, I forgot you're here, you can go away from her now Elle." she just nodded.

I was still puzzeled what really just happened when I dozzed off "Uh, Brylle right" ngayon lang ako nagka-chance na tignan sya "Yes?" he raised his eyebrow *Homahghad si Bryan to eh!* I push him away kasi whowould want to go near him at sinampal ko sya matapos " 'Lang hiya ka sino ka para yakapin ako ha?!" sigaw ko sakanya "I'm not my twin so stop making scene Missy!" That petname 'Missy' seems so familiar yet I ignored it, dahil sasituatioin namin ngayon. Wala akong masabi. "I-Uh - I'm sorry" Yun na lamang naabot ng boses ko. "It's okay look, This is such a coincidence finally meeting you here." I akwardly nod, *this guy is soo weeiirdd* "Missy, still Listening?" I nod 

"My baby BunnBunn, Can't you remember me?" tanong nya "My Baby?! BunnBunn?!" sigaw ng kung sinoman "Finally Kayden." nagulat ako nang makit si Kayden sa likod ng isang aisle "uh.. Oo kanina pa ako rito baka nga nauna pa eh. Pero sinong tinatawag na BunBunn at Baby ha?!" wow lalaking lalaki lang ang dating naten Kay? "Wait, Brylle did you just call him Kayden?" To be honest andaming tanong ah "Yes, Because I still believe na there's a guy part anywhere in kayden's heart" Bulong nya sakin "ANO BA, BRYLLE-!" naputol ang pagsasalita ni Kay

"Hoy, Kayong mga bata kayo kanina pa kayo sigaw ng sigaw, May naiistorbo na kayo." Nag-sorry kami at tinuloy ang usapan namin "Anong pinagusapan nyo ah, atsaka bakit ganyan kayo kalapit?" tanong nyo, *pssh inggit ka lang sabihin mo* "BunnBunn stil don't remember me?" He ignored Kay's presence and mouthed 'Go with the Floww' i noded and pretend to think I know him. "BunnBunn!!" I say and hug him.. It really feels so familiar, this warmth and the nicknames. It reminds me my past but then it feels so bad yet soft and pure.

Brylle

   I finnaly feel her warmth,God knows how much I miss this girl hugging me. That time I feel the sadness overflowing over me.. again. "BunnBunn I miss you.." bulong ko para ako lang makakarinig. Hindi pa nya ata ako matatanggap, tulad ng pagtanggap nya sakin dati. I wish you remember me for real. "I miss you too" I hear her say, Her voice full of sadness, I break the hug and hold her pretty face while I ask her "Why you sad hmm?" she shook her head and smile. "I feel you're someone to me" bulong nya, andito parin nga pala si Kayden.

 I close the gap between us and make us look like we kiss. Nakita ko si Kayden Parang sasabog na, 'Di ko naman sya aagawin wag mo lang pakawalan' I mouthed to him 'Wala akong pake' He mouthed in return. I pulled out and see her so Clueless and looking so Innocent. She's so Precious I can't. "I love you baby, please remember me.." muli kong bulong para di nya marinig 

I look at my watch it's a  BunnBun designed. "Bye BunnBunn I'm gonna be Late Bye!"