Accepting Me

part 2

We managed to enjoy the rest of our night drinking dancing and having the best time ever I was thankful that ray didn’t bring up what happened earlier to the others, am pretty sure it would piss them off, I didn’t tell them everything but they know about that situation about how I was bullied and am pretty sure they hate them more than I do. I was dancing and sing along to one of my favorite songs when I felt my phone go off but I paid it no mind but it when off again and I bunch of time before I decided to give it some attention, pulling out my phone I saw that it was 15 minutes till my birthday, but that wasn’t the reason why I was checking my phone looking for the reason I was disturbed I saw a bunch of notifications from instagram,
I swear I already know what it was I had a deja vu moment but I insisted on checking none the less, and what I was pictures of me from different outing’s I went to but that wasn’t the only thing, there was about two paragraphs on each picture with a whole bunch of comment, I scanned my eyes over the text total zoned out of my surroundings and solely focused on my phone, I started to feel it again the pain and hurt from before was knocking on my doors forcing my tears to fall but I was resisting the urge as best I could but this time it was too much, all the things that was said about even the lies they all hurt it didn’t matter that I know that most of this was all lies, it still hurt
and I was starting to being some of them to be true. I felt like I couldn’t breathe how could the people that you old so close to your heart do these vile things with the desperate need to hurt you I would never know, even my own sister was agreeing to what was said about me, I managed to block the first account but they made a new one and the attacks are much more vicious that last time. My breathing started to feel constricted I have to leave and go outside,
it felt like everyone was watching me and laughing at me, I need some time to collect myself so I made a b line for the exit I could vaguely remember ray calling my name but I just needed to be by myself, I barely made it outside feeling slightly better when I felt the fresh air ouch my sweaty skin, but my moment was ruined by Tina and her minions but this time Chris wasn’t with them, I laughed this was a set up to get me outside and alone, as I took a couple more steps forward I could hear Tina talking about me but my mind was too cloudy to give her the attention needed so I started to walk passed her and her group of friends in an effort to avoid confrontation, but Tina wasn’t having it, so she tripped me but this time ray wasn’t here to stop me from falling
So i fell face first i tried to catch myself with my hands but only end up scrapping my hand on the ground instead.so at this point i was intoxicated and wasn’t in the mood to deal with this right now, i tried to get up but Tina kicked me in my stomach knocking out the little air i had ..which left me on the ground gasping for air with tears in my eyes but i wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of seeing me cry or being the reason i cried, so i kept my head down and stay down i didn’t ha e the energy to fight back plus i was out numbered four verses one, if i even tried to lift my finger at Tina her minions would stop me before i could. So i sat on the ground and made it play out. She went off about some things that i had no idea what it was, like i said i was too intoxicated to care but she said something that just made my blood boil. she started disrespecting my friends, now all the things said about me i could take but when it comes to the people that i care about i see red if anyone tries to disrespect them, my loyalty was unmatched.
I got up so fast no one had time to react, i swung my hand back and slapped Tina in her face that if she was a shade light it would be red in an instant i used enough force to leave a bruise. But i wasn’t finish not only did she disrespect me and my friends I was also tired of the bullying someone else needed to fee pain and she just so happened to pick the wrong time to get on my nerves, i had too much pent up rage for this girl and so many others that i had to let it out and this was my chance i had adrenaline rush to thank for the extra strength and speed because i was throwing blows form all directions and every one landed with brilliant force,
i was going full beast mode on her, she was crying for help her friends tried to pull me off but they weren't strong enough, two of them tried to gang up on me but i wasn’t having it i was only seeing red and anyone who came near me was going to feel my wrath, they did feel my wrath and ran leaving their friend such loyalty i thought. I Was giving her the full length of my rage until i was dragged away from her by someone i turn around and slam my fist in the chest of the person holding me back shouting like a psychopath and was about to do it again when i heard ray shout my name i stopped, i then realized that he was the person holding me back and in that time i calmed down slight, only to be hit in the back and feel two of Tina’s friends probably i wasn’t sure, the adrenaline was leaving my body, they managed to pull me from rays grasp and gang up on me now that i was distracted,