Night came quickly and not for a second did he disturb Meihua as she slept. He went to watch her, admiring her dejected frown, tinted cheeks and tear tracks along them.
The edges of his lips dragged down as he looked on. Seeing her sad like that felt like a poking in his gut.The poking feeling like stabbing at the thought that he was the one who caused her upset.
He couldn't even wake her up to get her to stand up and walk to the van when they were ready to leave the base. He simply swept her up into his arms and carried her to lie down along the back seats.
"Hey, Renjun, dude, you're totally whipped."
"I don't deserve to love her, Hyuck. Why would I say those things to her? Why would I be so insensitive?"
"Jun, this is what you were saying the other time. You didn't say it to determine if you love her, you said it because you do love her."Renjun paused in looking at the girl to turn to Donghyuck. He didn't quite understand what the other was saying, and this was evident in his raised eyebrow.
"What I'm trying to say, Jun, is that you love her right?"
He bit his lip, not denying not agreeing.
"You do, I know you do. And you want to protect her right?"
He nodded an of course."So you need to tell her everything. And I mean everything, because I know you did and are still doing some things that you shouldn't. You need to apologise and let her make an opinion of what she wants to do, don't bias her. And don't beg her to love you back, okay? Let her make her own decisions, and let her come around by herself. No more hiding, alright?"
He fiddled with his hands in his laps as he thought about what Donghyuck had just said to him.
"As soon as she wakes up, tell her. And then think about asking her to train. Do it the right way, okay?"He didn't want to accept that he was in love. How could someone like him, after a life time like his, love?
But as he looked at the girl's sleeping body through the rear view mirror, he realised that it was possible. And it was already happening.
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fucking finally, gosh, the story is almost ended and your just now focusing on ur feelings for her.... and donghyuck bestwst boi
all i can think about is whats gonna happen next chapter
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NEO NIGHTS * huang renjun
Fanfiction÷×÷ PRESS_1 To Reveal NEO POWER PRESS_2 To Obtain NEO POWER PRESS_3 To Begin ÷×÷ started: 09/01/2021 finished: 13/04/2021