Meghan's POV
the day after the party I woke up with no head ache, which is a first. Not drinking is not that bad.
aaron still hasn't contacted noelle, which i am really mad at him for it.
don't get me wrong, i love spending time with noelle but i think it's time I get my room back and she goes back with him.
when i got home last night noelle was asleep, so i decided against telling her about my conversation with aaron. i know aaron, he will come get her today or atleast soon.
i checked my phone and had a text from johnson, the show was last night. i know him and gilinsky are so hype for it. i kinda wish i could be ther
'miss you! The show was amazing. wish you were here' the text read.
i smiled texting him back that i wish I was there too, i just didn't want johnson paying for my plane ticket. he's already letting me slide by without paying for the apartment, which hopefully will change soon. i just suck at job hunting.
there's honestly no job i can get, other then Starbucks because I have worked at a Starbucks before and they probably will hire me because I have experience.
I've been told a billion times i don't need a job by the boys but i feel weird having them pay for everything.
the bed moved a little bit and i looked at noelle and her eyes opened.
"morning sunshine," i said and she rolled her eyes turning around to face her phone.
"I talked to him," i said and she quickly turned back around and cocked her eye brow at me.
"he thought you needed space, he-" i got caught off by noelles phone going off. the caller id said aaron and she squealed quickly answered it.
"hey," she said into the phone.
they talked it out and he said he was going to pick her up, she litterly danced while getting ready she was so happy.
"you sure your gonna be alright alone here? i can stay if you want." noelle said putting her shoes on.
"no it's okay, I'll be alright. The boys are supposed to be back tonight."
I said assuring her. she hugged me goodbye and left me alone in the apartment.
it's kinda cool too be alone for once. I'm always with people. i never get a break, and I always have drama going on,
I ended up taking a bath and changing into more comfortable clothes and sat down on the couch, waiting for the boys to get here. They were so pumped for this show in Omaha, and I'm really excited to hear about it.
I sat on the couch for a few hours just watching movies, the door opened and i quickly ran to the door and wrapped my arms around gilinsky and then johnson.
"how was it? I missed you guys." i said
gilinsky had a huge smile on his face but johnson looked upset. he pulled out a small smile and left going into his room.
"what's wrong with him?" I asked as gilinsky put down his bag.
"he's pissed about something on twitter, it's involving you." he said getting a drink of water. of course johnson is mad at me. great.
"whatever, how was it?" i asked trying to not think about what johnson could be mad at me about.
"so amazing meg, it was so cool because it was in omaha. where we are from. all the girls came to see us. it was surreal." he said, his eyes were lit up.
"that's amazing, wish i went." i said meaning it.
"next time, were thinking of starting a tour. all around America. it's obviously not set in stone but it could happen"
this may sound bad, but i don't want them leaving for so long, I will be all alone here in the apartment.
"don't worry, you could come!" he said bringing a smile to my face.
"im gonna get some sleep, the jet lag is real. us three can go out to dinner tonight." he said and i smiled and nodded.
when gilinsky went into his room i lightly tapped on Johnson's room.
"yeah" he said and i opened it, he was laying in his bed on his phone with a sweatshirt on.
"I haven't seen you in weeks, and your just gonna ignore me?" I asked walking towards him more.
"I'm just tired meg, that's all" he said it even looking into my eyes. he's staring at his phone.
"okay well i know that's a lie, so tell me the truth. did i do something?"
he sighed locking and closing his phone putting it beside him. i sat on the bed and waited for him to say something.
"why didn't you tell me, about you and Taylor? are you to dating?" he asked surprising me.
"uhh-" i said and he frowned not looking at me.
"I don't even know what's going on with me and him. we clicked i guess, I opened up to him and we kissed." i said
he shook his head obviously really mad at me, which i completely understand.
"im sorry. i just missed having someone. I don't even know, I know.. I'm a slut. don't need to tell me," i said
"I thought we had something. we kissed, you told me you weren't ready for a relationship. and the sad thing is i didn't find out from you. I found out on twitter. looking at Taylor's tweets, people tweeting me."
my heart felt like it was physically hurting, i havent been myself recently. hoping from boy to boy.
"im sorry. i do like you johnson. you've been here for me through everything." I said, i know i don't make sense.
"so you like me, but your dating taylor? what about sammy? you like him too? how bout gilinsky?" he said
"stop." i said
"just leave meg, I don't want to talk to you right now." as the words left his mouth i felt a tear fall from my eye. he's never been this mad at me before. besides the time when he caught me and sammy on his bed.
"okay," i whispered leaving the room. I started to cry even more, not even caring. wanting to get the hell out of the apartment. i took Johnson's keys and slipped on my shoes slamming the door behind me.
