{ Before I start this chapter, look at the picture above, it's of Sammy's eye... He has hazel eyes, my bad i said green but his eye color changes to brown to green, So suck my ass }
after my shower Sammy let me text noelle assuring her i was okay, we also ordered pizza because i was hungry.
"can we stay in your room all night?" I asked and he nodded his head
all i was wearing was his black shirt and came just below my butt, and i had underwear on but no bra.
getting a shower soothed me down, and i no longer have a head ache. I'm trying not to think of my life before Sammy... I had my life planned out..
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after we finished the pizza we layed in Sammy's bed and I curled up into his side, he was so warm.. fuck I missed him.
"I missed you so so much" I said
"I missed you so much more, i was depressed" he said not knowing he meant it or not
i propped myself up on my elbow to look into his eyes.
"really?" I asked and he nodded.
"I know we haven't known each other for a long time but you mean a lot too me" he said causing my heart to race.
i leaned into him and pressed my lips against his, he smirked into the kiss and i let go not wanting this to get further.
"goodnight babe" he said kissing my forehead and i fell asleep into his arms.
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I woke up in Sammy's bed, and he wasn't on the bed.
i looked over to see a note on the table,
*went to go get you a phone, be back soon*
he's so nice, i just wish i knew why he kissed her back... but i know i need to just let it go and move on with our relationship, is that what it is? i don't fucking know.
I don't have a house, I'm not in collage, my life's fucked up to be honest.
my thoughts got interrupted by the door opening and it was Sammy with an iphone box
"I got you the 6," he said smirking and i thanked him opening it up and turning it on.
"did all my stuff transfer?" I asked and he smiled and nodded.
it turned on and I texted noelle telling her that ill be home soon... lol home? Her house.
"can you take me to noelles" i asked Sammy
"you don't wanna spend time with me?" He said and had a smirk on his face.
"let me pay all your bills so you can move back in," sammy said and i shook my head, no fucking way.
"I would never make you pay that" I said and he frowned.
"if you don't do something, in a few days they will move your shit out for you.." He said, he's right.
"I don't know, just take me to noelles" I said and he nodded.
"here" he said giving me his hoodie, I thanked him and we got into the car.
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I got to noelles and thankfully her parents weren't home.
"why did you leave the club?" she asked as i sat on her bed next too her.
"sammy came, and i don't know.. we're back together.. I think, johnson hates me now too" I rambled on and she cocked her eye brow at me.
"why is johnson mad at you?"
"because he caught me on his bed with Sammy's, I had no pants on" I said and she smirked..
i rolled my eyes and layed down on her bed, I can't believe johnson walked in on us doing that, johnson is my best friend and i love him so much, he was always there for me when no one else was.
he was my shoulder to cry on when sammy did that too me, when he hurt me.
"I have to talk to him," I said standing up and looking at myself in the mirror.
i had Sammy's clothes on and I sighed grabbing a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt from my drawer and dressing into it.
"good luck" noelle smiled and i thanked her leaving her house.
as soon as i got to his house I felt like i was going to be sick, I know Sammy would be so pissed if he found out i came here. He watched me kiss him on younow, well fuck everyone did, I'm scared to check twitter.
The walk to his door was too short and i finally knocked on his door, I know his parents aren't here so I am thankful for that.
the door opened revealing a sleepy johnson, he had sweats on and a omaha sweatshirt. He had black circles under his eyes. His blue eyes stared into my green ones and he didn't say anything.
"can we please talk" I said breaking the silence and he slowly nodded walking away, i followed him and shut the front door behind me.
he sat on his couch fiddling with his hands and I sat next too him, i don't even know what to say too him.
"i am so sorry" I said and he wouldn't look me in the eyes, he was staring at his hands,
"it's fine" he said
"no it's not fine" i said wanting him to look at me.
"please look at me" I said and he turned his head to look at me, he looked upset, he looked tired.
"I'm sorry for doing what i did.. on your bed, i wasn't thinking" I said, i really wasn't thinking...
Johnson's POV
fuck, why does she have to crawl back to Sammy.. a part of me knew she was always going too. I had some hope that she would forget about him and be with me.
seeing her with no pants on, practically grinding on his lap made me so nauseous. I thought maybe the kiss we shared she felt something, but i guess not.
"i always knew you would crawl back to him" i didn't mean to say that out loud.
fuck.
"what," she said and i shook my head looking down, not wanting to look in her eyes and confess my love for her like an idiot.
"I forgave him, he was drunk... it's over with" she said, she's always so quick i defend him.
"okay" I said wanting this conversation to be over.
she stood up giving me a small smile and leaving me alone, i wanted closer and I wanted to ask her if she felt anything when we kissed but I already know the answer.
