Meghan's POV
i left the apartment and had no idea where i was going, I don't have a car and sammy took his. I don't understand why he has to act like this, maybe he isn't attracted to me anymore.
Thankfully it wasn't to hot outside, i just started walking.. i know Taylor's house is near are apartment we got.
Taylor is Sammy's friend, he's really nice but he has a crazy personality.
his house is so huge, he has a pool, hot tub. He has like three cars.
I recognized street signs and I finally saw Taylor's huge ass house, i felt a little awkward to knock on his door when the only times i met him were the times I went to the party's at the o2l house and the one time we went to his house for like ten minutes.
I saw taylor, Cameron, kian, a boy I've never seen before and a girl who i recognize but forget her name on the balcony.
when kian saw me his eyes lit up and he shouted for me to come up.
I walked in and went up the stairs and out to the balcony, cameron came running up to me and hugged me and so did kian and Taylor.
"this is Dillon, he's my friend from back home.. he lives here now," taylor said motioning to the short boy.
"hey im meghan" I smiled and i couldn't help but look at the brunette who won't stop looking at me with a disgust look on her face.
"this is Sammy's girlfriend" Taylor said and I could see the girls face changed.
Cameron looked tense and it was extra silent, I just felt uncomfortable. I sat down.
finally Taylor broke the awkward silence, "this is Andrea" he said and I nodded knowing she doesn't want to talk to me.
I should have stayed at the apartment and waited for sammy to come back and tell me why he walked out like that.
I wish noelle was here.
"do you want something to drink?" taylor asked and I quickly nodded my head, hopefully he means alcohol.
he went inside, making it extra awkward.
"how did you and sammy meet?" dillon asked sitting down next too me on a lawn chair.
"im from Omaha and i met him on the beach" i explained.
it's crazy how i haven't surfed since then, that used to be what i loved to do.
"so what did you and sammy do on Monday?" i herd the girl say in a snobby tone.
"i actually was in Omaha on Monday" I said and she laughed, what is going on.
"Andrea stop." Cameron said and she rolled her eyes, Taylor came back with a mikes lemonade and handed to me.
"thank you" I said taking a sip, I just want to go home. I don't know why this Andrea girl is being so rude.
"you were in Omaha, so where was your boyfriend at?" She asked and I really just wanted to punch her in the face but obviously im not going too.
I didn't say anything, because i don't know where he was, maybe at home? why is she asking this shit too me.
"I think I'm gonna go" i said standing up
"how did you get here?" Cam asked
"I walked, but my apartment isn't far away" I said, i really don't want him to drive me home. I want to walk.
he nodded his head and i put the mikes lemonade down and said goodbye to everybody except the brunette bitch.
The walk home felt like it was hours, I think at one point I made a wrong turn. But i finally made it home and Sammy's car was there, i just want to know what's going on with him and why he walked out like that.
When i got inside he wasn't in the living room, I walked into our room and his eyes were glued to his phone. As soon as he knew I was in the room he looked up.
"where were you?" he asked putting his phone down.
"doesn't matter," i said slightly pissed off.
"why did you run off like that?" I asked sitting down on the bed and he sighed and didn't say anything.
"are you like not attracted to me anymore?" I asked, i probably sound really stupid.
"what, oh my god no.." he said
he's starting too piss me off, i can't deal with this anymore with his mood changing.
"i fucked up meg" he almost whispered
great, i honestly don't even want to hear it
"what did you do" i said standing up ready to get the hell out of here because i know he did something he regrets.
"monday night, kian invited me to their party and I went and got drunk and had sex with Andrea,"
as soon as i herd the words 'sex with Andrea' I felt tears staining my cheeks and I ran out of that apartment quicker then ever.
he tried calling after me but i didn't listen, i feel like I'm going to throw up. If he said he just kissed someone I wouldn't be as mad as i am now.
he fucking had sex with another girl, and the girl was Andrea the bitch that was rude too me today. It makes sense how today she was asking me what my boyfriend was doing on Monday. Well my boyfriend was fucking her at the o2l house on Monday.
why would he do that, i just don't understand.. me and him never had sex but he had sex with some rude girl.
i now have no idea where i am and it's dark outside, i have no idea where to go. This is the reason i didn't want to move in with him and have no where to go.
I made it too a bright area with a strip of stores, I think it's called the grove.
Today has been the longest day of my life and there is mascara covering my face from crying.
"meg!" i herd someone scream, I turned around to see aaron carrying a vans bag.
i walked up too him and tried to wipe away all the black shit off my face. I must look so stupid.
"you okay?" he asked and I shrugged my shoulders, not really.
"so much shit is going on with me and sammy, and honestly I feel so sick" i explained
