I ended up calling noelle and there picking me up at 8 to go to the party, they should be here any minute.
sammy still has not come back, i am beyond pissed at him. I'm sick of us fighting all of the time, it's un healthy.
the party is at the same house it was last time, probably the same people.
I liked Sammy's friends, they were all really nice.
"were here" i herd Aaron's voice through my apartment.
I grabbed my bag and made my way out into the living room, aaron was in a button up and noelle had a black dress on.
I ended up wearing black high waisted leather tights with a black tank top and black wedges, the dress was too itchy.
"the door was unlocked" noelle smiled and I laughed and rolled my eyes.
we got to the party, I felt a little un easy because sammy is not here. I need a drink.
"meghan!" i herd a familiar voice, I turned around too see Cameron.
"hey cam" I smiled and he brought me into a bone crushing hug.
he let go, "Where's sammy?" he asked.
fucking mallory.
"he's a dick" i said, meaning it.
cameron ended up getting me a drink, this sounds bad but I want to get drunk. I want to forget about sammy tonight.
four drinks later and i feel myself forgetting about my problems with sammy, and actually having a fun time.
"I love your outfit so much," the blonde drunk girl told me for the sixth time tonight, she's jc girlfriend and she's really nice.
"dito" I smiled as jc put his arm around her bringing her closer to him.
cameron stayed with me the whole night, he was actually really sweet.
he told me all about the movie he just released and how he met nash.
"do you want to go back to my house? nash is there probably." Cameron said and I nodded.
when we got to Cameron's nash was sitting on the couch on his phone.
"hey meg, where's sammy?" nash asked and Cameron gave him a 'shut the fuck up' look.
I'm a little tipsy and I don't think I can stand up anymore.
"can we go upstairs?" i asked cameron and he smiled and nodded.
we went up stairs and i sat on his bed.
he is actually really sexy. like there is no flaws about Cameron, his jaw line is really hot.
I just realized i was staring at him and my cheeks suddenly became red. Gladly he didn't notice.
"so if you don't mind me asking, what happened with you and sammy?" He asked sitting down next too me.
"he's always so jealous of me being friends with johnson, i mean we did kiss but it was a dare," i explained.
"you and johnson?" He gasped and I laughed and shook my head.
"today, we got in a fight.. like usual, and he ended up leaving telling me he's going to fuck mallory"
he cocked his eye brow, I guess he doesn't know who she is.
"she's some slut he kissed when we were going out, well at least i think we were going out"
"he kissed her? why the fuck are you still with him?" he asked and i shrugged my shoulders.
I don't know why, he continues to treat me like shit. But i like him, I maybe even love him.. I don't know.
"it's all so complicated," i sighed leaning my head against his chest,
it was silent for awhile untill nash came in and told us he was going to sleep, it was now 2am and i wish I drank more,
"do you want me to drive you home?" he asked and I nodded.
when i got home Sammy's car was there, i hope he is asleep. I don't have the energy to fight with him.
"thank you so much cam" i said and hugged him goodbye, he walked me up.
"bye, I'll text you" he whispered into my hair and left.
I opened the door and went into the bedroom, sadly he was awake.
his eyes laid on mine and i quickly grabbed shorts and a t shirt and went into the bathroom to change,
I got a makeup wipe and took off all of my makeup and changed into my clothes, I guess I can sleep on the couch.
I went into the room and grabbed a blanket and pillow. His eyes didn't leave me.
"where were you?" he asked.
"out," i said quickly leaving the bed room before he could say something he would regret.
the couch was actually really comfortable, but not as comfortable as the bed.
"really where were you?" sammy came out into the living room
"I went to a party and then to Cameron's house, I'm tired."
"you fucked Cameron?" he asked and I laughed curling into my blanket trying to ignore him.
why the hell would i fuck cameron.
"you fucked mallory" I said back.
I know he actually didn't because she's in Omaha, I think.. and he just said that to piss me off and it worked.
"stop, I didn't fuck anyone." he sternly said sitting on the couch near my feet.
"either did i"
"please sammy i need sleep" I said hoping he would leave me alone
"I can't sleep," he said, "without you"
