{sorry i keep forgetting to update, but on the bright side I'm going to digi on monday! im seeing taylor again, finally. But this is gonna be a short chapter. Sorry.}
Meghan's POV
i sat in the car for about fifteen minutes crying, i dont know why but i am.
the apartment door opened and i saw sammy come out, he was wearing a sweatshirt and his eyes were red. he slowly walked towards my car and came in and sat down.
"sammy. i really mean it, please." i said wanting him to get out.
"i know, it's over. Just please one last time." he said, I didn't know what he meant but he surprised me by smashing his lips against mine.
I know, I should have pushed him off but I didn't. I kissed him more and roughly. I put my fingers through his hair and we both finally let go.
"i love you, always will." he said giving me a small peck on the lips and leaving the car.
i cried more, and quickly texted taylor that i was coming over. me and sammy are officially done. he's gonna move on. and so am i.
when i got to Taylor's huge ass house i quickly went up to his room because he told me too, he was laying in his bed laying video games.
he put it down and got up and walked over too me. he gabbed my wrists and looked into my eyes.
"why are you crying? what happened?" he asked.
"i went to Sammy's and he wanted me back and he apologized but i told him i would never get back with him" i said, yeah i sound stupid.
"I don't know why I'm crying, i just wanted to see you" i said leaving out the part where we made out in Johnson's car.
"so that's it between you and sammy?" he asked sitting on the bed and i sat down next too him.
"yes, im done crying over him. im done thinking about him. done." I said meaning it.
I really don't want to deal with his drama anymore and im done crying. I need to stop.
"Im sorry you had to go through all of this, really sorry." he said
i faced towards him and he looked so cute, he had a beanie on and he's sitting here listening to me bitch and cry about my ex boyfriend who cheated on me, once again.
"im sorry for always comming to you, you probably don't care" I said
"no, i care." he said leaning in towards me more. without even saying anything i smashed my lips against his probably surprising him.
it quickly turned into a makeout session and we both let go. he had a huge smile on his face.
"i should go," i said making it less awkward.
"stay" he said and i nodded and smiled.
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i got home around 6pm and i felt so bad for taking Johnson's car all day but me and taylor watched movies and made out all day.
I don't know how i feel about the kissing, but i need to stop over thinking things and just live life.
"what the fuck, did you and sammy make up or something?" noelle asked as i walked through the door and i laughed and shook my head.
"I went to Taylor's house after, me and sammy are done. don't worry" i said hardly believing myself.
"the boys left to chill with cameron, they took uber because you had the car" Noelle said and I nodded.
i went into my room and took my shoes off wanting too sleep even though it's only like six thirty.
my head is spinning and i have a lot of my mind. maybe i am a slut. i lead on johnson, i made out with sammy and now i was just making out with taylor
im really curious of what other people think of me, I checked twitter on my phone and looked at my indirects.
'what's going on with meghan and sammy? She's partying with the o2l boys. Slut.'
'meghan is a thot. she hangs out with all the old Magcon boys.'
wow, what if they knew what was really going on.
i sighed and locked my phone not wanting to look anymore. but im just happy that i am finally done with Sammy. even though it was a mess im glad i saw him for that one last time, and felt his lips on mine for one last time.
