me and aaron ended up getting something to eat in the grove because i haven't ate all day, I talked to him about what happened and it kind of made me feel better,
"thank you for letting me stay here," i said to aaron as we got to his apartment he shares with noelle.
he's letting me sleep here tonight, and i am going to borrow clothes from noelle even though she's not here.
I need to take a shower really bad.
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the next day I woke up on the couch at Aaron's apartment. My phone is blown up with texts and calls from sammy. I'm sick of him cheating on me, it really shows he doesn't care about me or love me. Why would he have sex with Andrea? is it because me and him never had sex?
aaron told me last night he won't be home when i woke up because he has a photo shoot, but i told him i probably won't be here when he gets back.
I got a quick shower and picked out shorts and a tank top from noelles closet, i know she won't mind.
after i was done getting ready i left aaron a note, thanking him. I need to go to my apartment to get my shit, I hope sammy isn't home.
I called Cameron to pick me up and he was nice enough to tell me he would, I feel so bad for asking Cameron for rides all the time.
as soon as he pulled up he got out of the car and wrapped his arms around me squeezing me really tight,
"im sorry meg" he said letting go of me
we both went into the car and he drove me to the apartment, I just really hope sammy is not there.. I don't want too see him at all.
"i knew" Cameron said breaking the silence.
"I was so pissed about it, and i told him I was going to tell you and he threatened to kill me... he's crazy"
why the hell would he do that? sammy is such a fucking dick. He was never like that when i first met him, he was a different person.. untill he made out with mallory.
"don't be mad i didn't tell you," he said.
"im not" i assured him as we pulled up to the apartment, sadly i saw Sammy's car... great.
"he's home" i said not wanting to get out of the car and go in there.
"don't worry, I'll be right here" he said and I smiled and got out of the car.
Cameron is taking me back to his house to get cheap plane tickets back to Omaha, I can't believe i even got an apartment with him.. why would i do that
the ride up to our floor my stomach felt like it was going to fall out, if that's even possible.
as soon as i got to the door I opened it and sammy was asleep on the couch, maybe he won't wake up
i quickly went into the bedroom and got all of my shit and put it in the luggage i came here with, i went into the bathroom and got all of my makeup and shoved it into my bags. there's no way I can carry all of these bags to Cameron's car.
I quickly texted Cameron to come up and help me and assured him Sammy was asleep,
i packed the last of my things and Cameron walked in the bedroom
"that's a lot of bags" he whispered and I slightly laughed and nodded.
"hello" i herd Sammy's voice, fuck.
i herd his footsteps and Sammy's tall figure appeared in the door way
"what the fuck are you doing here" he said looking at cameron.
"sammy stop" i said and he looked at me and noticed all of my bags packed.
"your leaving me?" he asked and I didn't know what to say, he honestly looked like he was going to cry.
"sammy you cheated on me, again" i said breaking eye contact with him and started to pack more.
"I'll take these down for you," Cameron said picking up the two bags I have already packed.
"no" sammy said and cameron rolled his eyes and walked passed him to put the bags in the car.
as soon as Cameron left the apartment sammy came over to me and grabbed my wrists, I tried getting out of his grip but i couldn't.
"let go" i said not wanting to hear his apology. It's bullshit.
I just need to go to Omaha and forget about him, forget about are pointless relationship that obviously didn't mean shit to him.
"don't leave, please don't.. " he said still holding on to me, i tried getting out of his grip and he finally let me go and I zipped my last bag.
he sat on the bed and he looked at me,
"so this is it?" he asked and I felt like i was going to throw up, I feel sick.
"we got an apartment together, and your just gonna leave me? your not comming back?" he said his voice cracked at the end and I feel like he is going too cry.
"what do you expect Sam? you cheated on me!" I said almost screaming.
Cameron walked in and I asked him nicely to grab the last two bags and bring them down so I could talk to sammy.
"so your not gonna forgive me? Ever?" he asked and I shrugged my shoulders.
I need to get away from him before he brain washes me into staying like he always does:
"why is he here? Your fucking him now?" He asked and I shook my head.
"bye sammy" I said giving him a small smile and left the room,
Gladly he didn't follow me, I need to forget about sammy, even though i know I will never be able too...
I have to tell noelle what happend and johnson, because he only place I have to live in Omaha is Johnson's house or noelles but it would be awkward to stay at noelles when she's not even there.
