{ I'm starting a new fan fiction!!!! can u guys guess who it's gonna be about? it's not any of the Omaha boys. ;) }
Meghan's POV
the next day i woke up wanting to get out of the apartment. i threw together an outfit and didn't bother to do my makeup.
I went into the living room and saw the boys on the floor with suit cases.
"woah, when's the tour?" i asked sitting on the couch,
"in a week, are you comming? you don't have to. but I would think you wouldn't wanna be by yourself here while were gone for such a long time." Gilinsky said.
no, I don't wanna go. I was obviously their second choice, and it pisses me off.
"i don't think i want to," i said not looking into their eyes.
"why?" johnson asked,
"you obviously didn't want me to come, i was your second choice. just because mallory can't come.. that's the only reason u picked me to go," i said
"mallory?" gilinsky said looking at me and then too johnson
"where are you getting this from?" johnson asked, looking at me.
"that doesn't matter," i said
gilinsky looked confused so i guess johnson didn't tell him either. which doesn't make sense when mallory was going too go on tour with them.
"were you looking through my texts?" he asked and i didn't say anything.
I know i was wrong to do that, but whatever.
"this is fucking stupid." Johnson said putting his hands through his hair.
"well I'm just gonna go." i said,
i left the apartment and walked down the small hallway to get to the elevator. the door opened and gilinsky walked out.
"wait," he said and I stood there.
he walked up too me, "what's going on? can you please fill me in?" he said
"mallory and johnson have something going on. he asked her to go to the tour but she couldn't so then he asked me." I explained.
"why wouldn't he tell me that" he said slightly pissed off.
"yeah, he didn't tell me either. you guys can have fun on the tour and don't worry about me." i said
"no i want you to come on tour with us." he said
"no, i cant." i said meaning it.
there's no way i would feel comfortable to be on tour knowing johnson wouldn't want me there at all.
"where are you even going?"
"out of this apartment." i said
"let me come with you." he said and i nodded.
,
me and gilinsky went to Cameron's to see him, it feels like i haven't seen him in such a long time.
"i missed you," he whispered into my ear when i hugged him.
"how's everything?" he asked as i let go of the hug.
"good." i simply said and smiled
nash came down the steps, "aye i knew i herd your voice." he said and hugged me and said hey to gilinsky.
"when's the tour start?" nash asked gilinsky.
"monday, we have rehearsals all week."
can everyone just stop talking about this damn tour? it's so annoying.
"i feel like we should leave, i have something to do." gilinsky said
"well i can take you home later if you wanna stay." Cameron said.
"yeah sure." i said to cam
i walked gilinsky out to the car to get my bag that I brought with me with my phone in it.
"what are you doing tonight?" i asked as i got my bag.
"nothing," he said with red cheeks.
"gilinsky. are you going on a date?" I teased him.
he laughed and shook his head, still with red cheeks.
i feel like gilinsky has never had a girlfriend, i am pretty sure he has. but he hasn't in a long time.
"what's her name?" i asked
"madison," he said getting into the car.
"have fun with your date." i said and winked closing the car door.
he laughed and left, i went inside and sat down next too cameron and nash on the couch.
"so everything's good? are you back with sammy?" cameron said
"no," i said, not wanting to think of him.
Johnson's POV
the fact that she read my texts makes me so angry. i know i am stupid, so stupid for talking to mallory. but i am trying to get meghan out of my head.
i know i can never compete with sammy. she's never gonna pick me, i need to move on. i know she will never love me as much as i love her.
i feel stupid, so stupid. i dont want meghan thinking i didn't want her to go on tour, of coruse i want her too. but she obviously doesn't want me and i am done waiting.
