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Sammy's POV
"fuck" i mumbled putting my jeans back on.
"what" Andrea said and I tolled my eyes, she's starting to get on my nerves.
i feel bad for doing what i did with Andrea, and i feel like a fucking ass hole.
i looked over to her and she put her shirt back on covering her breasts.
"throw that away" i said motioning to the dirty condom laying on the floor.
she nodded and i left the room, before i could go down the stairs i got backed up against the wall.
my vision went blurry for a few seconds, right when i could see again i saw Cameron.
"your a fucking prick" he screamed into my face, he's hands were still pinning me too the wall, what the fuck is going on.
"guess what, i know you just fucked andrea and im telling meghan.. she doesn't deserve you, fucking dick" he screamed, fuck no.
I got out of his grip and pinned him to the wall, there's no way this fruit cake is going to ruin my relationship with meghan.
"your not going to tell meghan," i said
"I am" he squirmed out of my grip but it didn't work.
"woah what's going on" I herd Kian's voice and I gave him a death glare and looked back to Cameron.
"your not going too. I will fucking kill
You" I said meaning it.
I let go and walked past kian getting out of this sweaty house, I actually feel like I could throw up. I fucked up again.
in so stupid, I know she's not fucking johnson, or kissing him. She's so loyal too me when i just fucked Andrea, the slut.
the whole time I was thinking about meghan, not Andrea. And I know if meg ever found out it would be over for us.
Meghan's POV
the next day I woke up on Johnson's couch, I felt wrong to sleep in his bed because I'm dating sammy.
I've decided too call Cameron, I forgot to call him last night because i was having so much fun with the boys.
"hello" he answered on the third ring. he seemed upset.
"hey what did you need to talk to me about?" i asked
"oh i- i just didn't know you left LA and I was worried but i asked sammy and he told me" he said
"oh okay, you scared me" i said.
i was actually really worried about what he was going to tell me, but now that it's been lifted from my chest i can do something today.
my birthday is tomorrow and I don't know if any of the boys know, i may have mentioned it to them but they might have forgot. I really don't know.
"you good?" johnson came down and I smiled and nodded, I know this is weird but I feel guilty sleeping over Johnson's.
sammy is going to be angry with me, like furious with me.
i went outside and sat on the steps calling sammy, I hope he's awake.
"hey meg" he said
"hey sammy, I slept over Johnson's last night.. but don't worry i slept on the couch" I explained, he's gonna scream.
"that's fine meg" he said surprising me.
"oh okay, what did you do last night?"
he was silent for a few seconds, "Stayed home, I was bored without you"
his words made my heart flutter, even though he gets on my nerves. he didn't say i love you back when i said it which gets me a little upset, maybe he doesn't love me.
after the phone call I went back inside and saw johnson on the couch with a bowl of cereal in his hand.
Sammy's POV
i can't even sleep in this apartment without thinking of her, i fucked up this time, really bad. she's everything too me and i fucked it up once again.
but last time i only kissed a girl, this time i had sex with someone else.
she will never ever trust me again or forgive me, especially because me and her didn't have sex yet.
noelle texted me earlier to remind me it is Meghan's birthday on Wednesday, but i already knew. I actually planned on going to Omaha early Wednesday to surprise her but now I can't. I'll feel too guilty.
I need to stop drinking, but that's not even a excuse. if I was so drunk I wouldn't have remembered it, but i do remember it.
I remember seeing her in that tight dress and going up stairs to fuck her.
I just don't understand why i did that when i knew me and Meghan's relationship wasn't on good terms already, but now... were gonna be done when she finds out. If she finds out.
Cameron, that fucking prick. How dare him get in the middle of my relationship. I just need to pray he doesn't tell her.
If someone's telling her, it's me.
