sammys POV
i didn't want to go to this party. i got dragged here by nate.
i just want to be with Meghan right now. she's home, all alone. i could be there with her but im not.
i could have had her here with me but i rather not have all of these thirsty guys all over her. i know that sounds crazy but i rather have her home and me knowing where she is.
"why aren't you drinking?" nate asked me.
"i don't want too." i said rolling my eyes.
i went to get a cup of water, i don't wanna drink tonight. ive been drinking a lot recently, but i have no reason to drink.
i looked over to the door and saw cameron, nash, and.... meghan? what the fuck is she doing here?
i walked up to her, she had a hot ass black dress on which drives me crazy. but everyone is looking at her. wait why is she here with cameron and nash? what the hell.
"sammy." she said,
"what the fuck are you doing here?" i raised my voice.
"sammy. chill out. what are you doing here?" she asked putting her hand on mine.
her touch cooled me down, she looked extreamly beautiful. but it pisses me off why she's here with them. and didn't tell me or care to invite me.
"sorry guys," She said to Cameron and nash as i dragged her away from them.
i backed her up against the wall and looked into her green eyes, "why are ou here with them?" i asked calmly.
"sam.. u didn't call me all day, i had to call you but you told me you had to leave because some girl called you over to her, and now your here.. and you didn't even tell me." she said
"i know baby, my sister, she's here.. and she wanted me to hang out with her and i didn't know if i should have called you because something was going on with noelle," i explained.
"okay... it just makes me annoyed that you didn't invite me to this party." she said not looking in my eyes.
"i don't know. i thought you were with noelle all day, i don't know. who cares though, were together now." i said kissing her neck.
Meghan's POV
i am actually happy that he isn't freaking out anymore about the fact i showed up with cameron and nash.
he's being so sweet, i wish he was always this side of him. i love it.
"Meghan!" i herd someone scream and i saw Emily and the girl.
"i haven't seen you in forever." she said bringing me into a hug.
i smiled nicely we the other girl and she smiled back.
"this is meghan." sammy introduced me to this girl.
it pisses me off that he didn't introduce me as his girlfriend but oh well.
"hi, im stas" she said with her big pink lips. she has so much makeup on. i honestly think she would look better without it.
i feel bad because i am so quick to judge, she could be nice as shit but she's with sammy so no thanks.
my thoughts got interrupted by seeing stas touch sammys shoulder and laughed. his smile was big and i felt like i was going to be sick.
i looked over to sammy and he quickly looked back over to me.
"can we please go somewhere else?" i asked him, hoping he would listen.
he nodded his head and grabbed my hand. i said a quick goodbye to emily and stas and we finally left that suffocating area.
"why do you have to be all over her like that?" i said without thinking.
"i wasn't all over her," he said as we were walking up stairs.
"we can go in nates room," he said opening a door.
i sat on the bed and he sat down next to me, he put his hand on my thigh. i could just feel his smirk on his face.
"your always so jealous," he said.
"why the fuck do you think i am always so jealous?" i asked, getting annoyed.
"you always have girls all over you. and when girls flirt with you it always looks like your flirting back," i got out my frustration.
i stood up not wanting to sit next to him anymore, he's pissing me off.
"and every time your not calling me or texting me i feel like you are doing something. and i hate it. i don't want to feel like that anymore sammy. you've hurt me too many times to this point." i said, i think i am actually crying now.
"then come back to our apartment, we can be together all the time. i won't let you worry." sammy said grabbing my hands.
"sammy... it's never going to be the same. even if you go out for a photo shoot i will still worry. i hate being this paranoid about you. i drove myself crazy thinking you were fucking that girl. and then you guys are laughing together." i would crazy. absolutely crazy.
i took a deep breath, his hands led me to his lap, i sat down on him and laid my head on his shoulder.
"you just need to trust me baby. i am done drinking. done smoking pot. i am completely with you right now. i don't even see any girls anymore," he said in my ear.
my phone went off interrupting our conversation.
i took my phone out of my purse and answered it, it was noelle.
"hey, everything good?" i said, my heart hurts for her. i feel sick to my stomach knowing there is a human inside of her.
"i went to the doctor, they confirmed it. they told me adoption is the best answer, but i don't think i can. carrying around a baby for so long, and then giving it up," she said.
"there's no way we're doing abortion noelle, this is my baby too," aaron said.
"aaron, stop." she said, "where you at Meg?" she asked.
"nates party, with sammy." i said.
i ended the call with noelle and sammy kept asking me what we were talking about. i don't think she wants anyone knowing so i don't wanna tell him anything.
"do you just want to leave?" i asked Sam. he nodded his head and we made our way outside.
