Meghan's POV
it's been a week since ive talked to Sammy and im pretty proud of myself, I thought by now i would have ran back to him. I do miss him so fucking much but he did something that i can't forgive him.
"what you thinking about?" Noelle asked and i shook my head focusing on my phone.
noelles back and her and Aaron are officially dating, everyone knows and the whole fandom exploded about it.
Sammy has left me countless voicemails the first four days and he's stopped. He hasn't tried contacting me, i should be happy about it but i wish he could make a effort. Part of me feels bad for him. All his friends hate him now.
"stop thinking about Sammy," noelle said looking at me and i rolled my eyes trying not too look at her. fuck. I kept telling myself i don't miss him but i know im lying to myself.
we were at Noelles house, I can't afford to stay at my old house anymore. The heat went off, the cable, the electricity, everything.
"can we do something tonight," I said surprising noelle and myself,
"well of course, I've been waiting for this day" noelle said practically jumping up and down.
it was already 6 so we quickly started to get ready, there is a teenage club near us and it's kind of shady, like we can go there order a beer and they won't say anything. But i need to take my mind off things.
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as soon as i was ready i felt like a whole knew person, im wearing a black tight dress with black heels. my makeup is really good thanks to noelle.
"ready?" i asked smirking and she laughed and followed me to the car
we got there around 8 and i could hardly walk in these heels and i almost wanted to take them off.
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two hours in and i feel slightly drunk. i love being drunk, as bad as it sounds i dont give a shit. All of my worries faded and everything seems okay for once. I wobbled into the bathroom and put my hair into a pony tail, i was practically sweating from all the dancing.. without thinking i dialed sammys number....
"meg?" his voice was raspy and fuck, i missed it.
"hey sammy" i dragged out and laughed out myself.
"are you drunk?" he asked almost sounding mad? whys he such a dick.
"maybe"
"where are you?" his voice sent me over the edge. i miss him.
"and why does that matter to you?" i asked and my vision went blurry for a second casuing me to drop my phone.
"fuck" i mumbled picking it up and it was off. fuck i think i broke it.
i wobbled my way to the dance floor to find noelle. Is she here still? How am i getting home? I sighed getting another shot and pouring it down my throat. It burned but i liked the taste.
"noelle" i screamed and she laughed at me. Im so drunk i cant even see her face.
"your wasted" she said and i shook my head dancing to the song.
minutes later i lost noelle again, how the fuck do i loose her so fucking quickly. my head felt like it was pounding so i tried looking for a way out. i finally found an exit and i sat on a bench.
"meghan" i herd a familiar raspy voice in front of me. I looked up to meet my eyes with sammy. Wait why is he here? what? i was confused.
"sammy?" i almost asked standing up walking towards him more. we were very close but i liked it. i just want to kiss him. no no i dont. im drunk.
"why are you here? are you okay? i was worried" he rambled.
"fuck sammy im fine. why do you care anyway" i said sitting back on the bench before i fell down. i feel so dizzy.
"Because i care about you, you don't have to be a bitch all the time" he groaned making me want to punch him. But also make out with him.
he sat down next too me putting his hand through his hair.
"let me take you home," he said
"i don't have a home, remember?" i hissed. im too drunk too fight with him right now.
"where are you staying? not Johnson's...." he said, you could tell he was pissed.
i laughed trying to walk away from him and find Noelle but i felt his warm hand on my pulling me back.
"im staying at noelles house" i mumbled wanting him to get off of me.
"i miss you" he mumbled bringing m towards him practically sitting on his lap. no.
"Fuck you Sammy, i know im drunk but not drunk enough to get with you. Im not that dumb" i almost screamed. i know im making a scene but i could give any fucks right now.
