{ hahahaha you all don't like madison, sorryyyy. }
Meghan's POV
i woke up curled into Sammy's side.
i instantly felt bad for cuddling with him last night, i dont want him to get the wrong impression. I can't date him, I can't date anyone. I've promised myself.
I tried to get out of his grip, but his eyes opened. "meg," he whispered.
"yeah, i will just call an uber to pick me up. I'll be fine." i assured him.
"i can drive you." he said and I nodded.
I don't think it's the best idea to be taking money off Johnson's credit card when were not even talking.
we both got up, and i quickly put on my wedges again and fixing my face in the bathroom. i threw my hair into a bun and went into the living room.
"that was like my fourth night in a row getting drunk," he admitted putting his shoes on.
"you shouldn't drink that much," i said
"i know, it just sucks not having anyone here. I feel like going back home is my best option."
i stayed silent, wanting to plead and beg for him to stay, maybe him going back to Omaha is for the best.
"it's just a part of me still has hope you will forgive me and come home." he said
i looked up to meet him in the eye, he was waiting for me to say something.
"it's okay, i wasn't expecting you to want me again," he said breaking eye contact and grabbing his keys from the table where i left them.
"sammy," i said causing him to turn around and looking at me again.
"i want you, so so much. but I promised myself i can't get torn up in relationships anymore. all they do is break me." I said meaning every word.
"stop, relationships don't break you. i broke you," he started walking towards me, "I don't want to ruin every relationship your going to have." he said
i wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him, he smelled like alcohol and weed mixed together.
i don't know why i hugged him, but i just wanted too.
i let go and looked up too him,
"i really wish i could kiss you right now," he whispered bringing his hand and put it under my chin.
"c'mon, ill drive you to Johnson's crib." he said pushing my buttons.
"my house?" i said and he smirked and shook his head walking too the door.
"maybe i can stay, and leave later." i said, he turned around and smiled.
"but can you please get a shower, you smell like weed and alcohol." I said and he laughed and nodded.
"I'll take a quick one," he said leaving me alone in the living room.
while he was in the shower i texted noelle because i feel like we hardly talk anymore, she texted me back telling me that we have to go out together ASAP.
a part of me is envious of her, she's so happy with aaron. yeah, they do fight. but all couples fight. there perfect for each other. All of their fans like noelle, they don't hate her. they all hate me because I've "got around"
"what are you thinking about?" sammy appeared with just a towel on. it was low as shit and i could see his V line.
his hair was wet, and his abs were actually glowing.
"sammy, what the hell," i said turning away, ignoring the fact i am extreamly turned on right now.
"what's wrong," he asked, i focused my eyes on the screen.
"put some clothes on" i said and he laughed, i looked at him again and he had a smirk on his face.
it's taking everything in me to not go over to him and make out with him.
"stop staring," he smirked leaving to hopefully go change.
he came back in sweats and a t shirt, his smile was really big and he sat down next too me,
....
sammy eventually dropped me off and
johnson wasn't home and i was really confused, gilinsky was on the couch with his eyes glued to his phone.
"where's johnson?" i asked
"he went to Omaha before we leave for tour," he said and i nodded.
probably too see mallory.
"so madison," i said and he rolled his eyes and put his phone down.
"i like her, she's a cool girl." he said
"how old is she?" i asked, i mean she's probably 18 but she just looks so young.
he didn't say anything, and his cheeks were red.
"she's young," he said, "she like just turned sixteen."
woahh.
"oh well shit," i said
"i like her though, were gonna see each other tonight too. it just sucks because I'm leaving for tour,-" he paused.
"speaking of the tour, can you please come." he pouted.
"he doesn't want me there," i said
"mallory was never coming. I don't know why he never told us, I didn't approve of her going at all." he said making me feel somewhat better.
"it's okay. you'll guys be fine without me." i said
"wait where were you?" He asked
my cheeks went red and his eyes went wide, "you were at Sammy's weren't you." he said and I shrugged my shoulders and went into my room.
i defiantly need a shower, i always feel dirty after i come home from those parties.
after my shower i changed into a more comfortable outfit and went into the living room too see gilinsky already left for his date.
me and noelle are going out tomorrow night, i have no idea what were doing but were doing something. without body, just us.
