Juvie Girl Has A Daughter?

chapter 6

"What about her dad? " Charlotte asks. I scoff laying Sabrina against my shoulder. I pat her back as I feel her grab a lock of my hair in her small hand.

"I may love him but I'm not in love with him anymore. After everything he told me, there is no possible way that I could still be in love with him. "

"What if he came to you tomorrow and said that he wanted to be in both of your lives? " I roll my eyes getting frustrated.

"I don't care. He can be in Sabrina's life. Stop being insecure about us Charlotte. "

"How can I not be? I tell you I love you and you don't say anything back. I want to know, is it because of her dad? "

"I didn't say anything because I'm scared. The last person I told that I live them WAS her dad. And look how that ended. "She stands and comes in front of me.

" Do you love me? "

I open my mouth to speak but everything changes. I'm now standing in the cemetery. Everyone around me wearing black. I look down and see a 5 year old Sabrina holding my hand. I bring my opposite hand to my face and feel wetness. I look to my left and see a casket. I start to sob. My knees go weak and I grab onto Asher who stands beside me.

"It's ok. Everything is going to be o-"

My eyes flash open. I'm breathing heavily. I sigh and grab my phone checking the time. 5:34. I groan and get out of bed. I go downstairs to the kitchen and grab a bottle of water. I need a break from everything. Maybe I should go out with Kai for her Bachelorette. I sit on the couch and dial my dad. He should be awake already.

"Hi honey. " He answers.

"Hey dad. "I say messing with my wedding band.

" Are you ok? Why are you up this early. "He sounds concerned.

" I'm fine. I was just thinking that I need a break from everything and maybe going out with Kaileah tonight is a good idea. "

"I think so too. You work too hard and you're a wonderful parent on top of that. You could use a break. " He says and I can tell he knows what's coming.

"Sooo.... " I smile innocently even though he can't see it.

"Yes. You can bring her here whenever. I love spending time with my granddaughter. "

"Thanks."

"You're welcome. I have to go to work now. I love you. "

"I love you. " We hang up and I stare at the wall. I look down at my hand. I stop twisting the band around my finger. I kept my wedding band but I hurried her with my wedding ring. I just felt like it was a symbol. That I will always love her. And I will never stop loving her.

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"Sabrina! "I shout from my room. I hear her running down the stairs then she appears in my room.

" Yes mom. "She's trying to act all sweet so I can let her go to Paige's house. She still grounded though.

" Blue or black? "I ask holding up two dresses. She sighs and sits on my bed.

" Blue. "

"Is your bag packed? Once I'm finished getting ready, we're leaving. "

"Yea. Mom? " She asks.

"Yes? "

"I'm sorry. "She says quietly. I turn to her.

" For what? "

"For getting into the fight. I just got so mad. "

"I know. I can't be mad at you for it because I am the exact same way. But even though I know your sorry and you get your temper from me, there are still consequences. " She nods.

"I love you mom. "She says.

" I love you too. now go pack your bag.elliana shod be here any minute. "She nods and leaves the room.

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" I'm outside. Hurry up we're already late . "I say through the phone to Briana.

" We're coming. Damn. "She hangs up. I roll my eyes.

" Do you know if Dylan is coming? "Stephanie asks. I shrug. Stephanie has beef with Dylan for completely different reasons.

" If she does, I hope she doesn't try to start anything. I told Asher everything about what I found out about here and about the hospital thing the other day. Where the hell are they? "I honk twice and they open the door.

" What'd he say? "Steph asks.

" Nothing really. "Isabella and Briana get in the car.

" Finally. I thought that I was gonna have to leave. "I say starting the car and taking off to Andrews house.

" She couldn't find her heel. "Isabella says about Briana laughing.

" Whatever. Kai got a limo and all I have to say is that I'm not sitting next to Dylan or Nichol. "Bri says.

" Let's set this comvo aside because guess who Tania talked to. "Steph says. They gasp.

" Devin. "Izzy says.

" Yes but I don't think that's who she meant. "I say.

" Oh my god no." Izzy gasps. I roll my eyes so dramatic.

"No! You talked to Caden. Did you finally tell him about Sabrina. " I look over to Steph and shake my head.

"No I didn't. "I say looking back at the road.

" Why not. "

"Because I'm not ready for that. "

"Anyways. Have any of you talked to Alexis? Is she coming tonight? " Bri asks.

"Yea. She said she had to work today and she don't know when she getting off but she's gonna try to make it. " Steph says. Stephanie is also very good friends with all of my friends. And I'm very good friends with her other friends.

I pull up outside the gate and put in the code. The gate opens and I drive up the driveway and park in the garage. We get out and go inside. I see everyone in the living room including Dylan and Nichol. We say hi to everyone and then me and Steph go upstairs to my old room. I always stay in here when I come over.

"You really thought that you could leave us downstairs with the trailers. " Briana and Isabella come into my room. I go and sit on the sofa.

"I can't believe they came. They do realize that everyone down there except for. Kai is acting fake towards them? " Steph says.

"I swear, I came to take my mind off of everything but I'm not afraid to throw down like I'm in high school. " I say crossing my right knee over the left and shaking my foot back and forth.

"I'll always back you up. " Steph says.

"How about no fighting? " I hear from my doorway.

"Oh come on Kai. If they start something we're just simply finishing it. "Bri says.

" Nope. Not tonight. Let's go the limo is here. "We all get up and leave. I'm being serious though. If they start something, I won't hesitate to throw down.

(Tania's outfit ⬆)