Juvie Girl Has A Daughter?

chapter 3

"A week ago I told Stephanie who Sabrina's father was. It didn't go well. "

"What do you mean 'it didn't go well'? " Dr. Ortega asks. It really irritates me how she asks me 'what do you mean? ' or 'how did that make you feel? ' after everythjng I say.

"It means that she wanted to beat him until he was in a coma for denying Sabrina. Stephanie has been there for me since day one. I can't blame her for getting mad. She was also pissed at me for lying to her. "

"Lying to her how? "

"I told her that I didn't know who Sabrina's father was. Just like I told everyone else. "

"How does Sabrina's father denying her make you feel. "

"It pissed me off. She deserved to have her father in her life and he's not. I don't want her turning out like me. My father was forced to marry someone else so he wasn't in my life. Then my mom married Devin and my life turned to hell after she died. "

"I know our first session was about Devin, but since you brought him into this conversation, you said you've never gone to visit him since he was entered to prison correct? "She asks. I nod.

" Correct."

"Have you forgiven him? "

"Hell no. He ruined my life. "

"Maybe that's why you can't move on from your past. You can let go because you haven't forgiven him. "

"He doesn't deserve my forgiveness. "

"I just want you to think about this. I'm not going to make you do it if you don't want to but I think you should forgive Devin. Face to face. "

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"She's insane dad! She is seriously delusional if she thinks that I will ever, in my life, forgive Devin Smith. "I say slamming the dryer door closed. I set the laundry basket on the counter and start folding the clothes.

" It's her job to give you this kind of advice. I think you should take it. It might make you feel at peace with your past. "

"I didn't go to her about my past. I went to her because I was having nightnres about Charlotte. "

"You went to her because you need help moving on. And she must feel that you haven't moved on from Devin. Hell I don't have to have a doctorate in psychology to see that you can't move on from it. "

"Thanks dad. Great talk. "I say sarcastically.

"Take her advice. Please Tania. "

"I'll think about it. "

"Ok I'll call you later. "We say bye and I hang up. I finish folding the clothes and take them into Sabrina's room. I put them away and go downstairs.

" Are you ready Rina? "I ask coming down the stairs.

" Yea. "I slip on my heels then grab my purse, phone, and keys.

" Come on. "We take the elevator to the lobby then we go out to my Lexus Rx. We get in and I drive towards the Resteraunt.

" Are we going to Mia's ? "Sabrina asks.

" Yea. Why? "I ask. I turn down the street where Mia's is at.

" Just asking? "I pull into the parking lot. I park the car then we get out. I see Jaden sitting outside.

" Hi. You got here fast. "Jaden says.

"We live about 5 minutes away. " I say kissing his cheek. Sabrina hugs him and we sit across from him.

"So what's up with Nichol? " I ask crossing my arms.

"She's still mad. She's actually having a girls day with Dylan today. " Jaden says.

"Dylan's a bitch. It's been years and they can't get over it. She fucked us over and they're mad at us. How does that make sense. "

"We don't like Dylan. She can get dragged. " Sabrina says. I chuckle

"She's definitely your daughter. " Jaden points at her. I chuckle .

"She really is. " I say.

"So what happened between you and Nichol then? Your guys' stories are all messed up. "Jaden asks.

"We just argued over what happened with Dylan. She took Dylan's side when Dylan was in the wrong. Dylan always fucks me over and I'm sick and tired of it. "

"I was always skeptical of your friendship. "Jaden said.

"She's couldn't keep her fucking mouth shut. She fucking told everyone what happened in middle school. I don't know what the fuck I was thinking when I started talking to her again. "I say.

" Mom, stop cursing. "Sabrina looks up from the game on her phone.

" I'm sorry. I'm just angry. "I say. The waiter comes and we order our drinks and food.

"I don't remember your forgiving her. All I remember is that you were gonna fight her one second and the next you were best friends. "Jaden says.

" My logic was that we we're best friends before I went away, so why change it. "I say shrugging.

" I get that. I think Dylan was wrong with what she did. Not only did she fuck you over, she also fucked over Asher and everyone who doesn't talk to any more including me. Is she still invited to the wedding? "He asks. I nod.

" Kaileah wanted nothing to do with our drama. Everyone is still invited. "The waiter comes back with our food and drinks.

" It's kind of sad if you look at it from Dylan's view. "I finish chewing and swallowing before I interrupt him.

" I thought you agreed with me. "

"I do but hear me out. Dylan lost a lot. She had a miscarriage, her baby daddy wanted nothing to do with her, her boyfriend broke up with her, and she lost almost all of her friends. "I shrug and take a drink of my lemonade.

"She did all of that by herself. No one told her to cheat on my brother multiple times. No one told her to get pregnant by the guy she cheated with, then lie and say it was my brothers, for 4 months might I add. Then no one told her to come at me about my kid then blame me when she lost hers. "

"She blamed you for losing the baby? " He asks.

"Yes! " I say.

"Mom. I want your lemonade. " Sabrina says.

"Here." I switch my lemonade with her raspberry tea.

"See I didn't know she blamed you specifically. " He says taking a drink.

"Yea. Before she called me out about Rina's dad. "

"Wait she knows. " I shake my head.

"No she said that I had no room to say anything about her because I lied about Sabrina's father. "

"Cause she lied to. I get it now but why did Nichol take her side and why isn't everyone talking? "

"She was talking shit about all of us to one of her coworkers. She was putting us on blast because we were upset that she lied about the baby. They were upset when I lied but I didn't go putting everyone else on blast. That's bullshit. "

"Nichol told me that Dylan lost the baby because of all the stress with Asher finding out that the baby want his. " I scoff.

"Yea Nichol also said that Dylan had every right to lie. " I sneer.

"I just think we all need to sit down and talk. "

"I'll do it but be warned, I dont care that I'm 26, I will still beat a bitch if I have to. "I say when Sabrina speaks up.

"Can I help? "