AGLOW [L.T]

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Glasgow, Scotland. The amount of will I had to go here was minimal.

After walking back inside, finding Sophie, making my way home, throwing up in a bush, getting lost, calling Sophie to come walk me home, falling asleep under the kitchen table with a chicken wing in my hand and waking up hungover as never before... I just hung out at home.

I didn't call Alicia or Hanna and they didn't call me either. Sophie woke up on my couch around noon and left quickly to go meet Mason. We had breakfast together though.

It might've been more like lunch considering the time but...

I took care of some more laundry, did school work, cleaned the few things that had to be cleaned, re-packed my bag and then I just hung out at home. I had nothing that I really had to do, I could relax. So I did.

When I woke up the next morning at 9 AM I felt so well rested. I ate breakfast, had a shower and got dressed in peace before my grandma picked me up and drove me to the hotel where the bus was waiting for everyone to board and take us to Glasgow.

I didn't want to leave Manchester. Even though I had a rocky meeting with Alicia and Hanna I still felt comfortable being home for once. I felt so relaxed. I had barely left my home before I developed a home sickness like never before.

The bus ride there, I slept to ignore the sad fact that I was leaving the ugly town that was my very comfortable home. Sophie tried to keep me awake but I refused to live through the pain. When we had to get off the bus I was more happy to have Sophie shut up than anything else.

I still love her to death though.

Glasgow was only for one night though. They had a show, then they would probably party and then we would be back in England again.

This hotel was as fancy as the others, the room was nice and the bed was comfortable, which was good since I had a 3 hour lecture to watch on my computer, meaning I couldn't join Sophie at the show, which she was very not happy about.

I did get some fruit and drinks to have during my lecture. I brought my notebook and a few pencils along with my laptop and a charger for it, then sat down on the bed, getting ready. I logged on and pressed play.

"Hello everyone" the professor spoke. "Welcome to today's psychology lecture... today we will be going through a diagnosis I can't promise you will stumble upon in your everyday life, but it can be good to know about"

I open up the textbook and write psychology at the top of the page to then add subheadings later.

"We're gonna talk about borderline, BPD or EUPD..."

I put the subheading and as the lecture went on I managed to fill 3 whole pages with notes about the subject. I don't think I was listening though. I heard what he said and put some information on the paper to use later, but I don't really think I learnt anything from it.

sucks to be me.

I went to the planner to see if there was anything else I had to do before I go to relax. I can at least try to find some relaxation while waiting to go home again, so that I don't go nuts.

Apparently I have a quick test to take to see what I learnt about the lecture we just had. I am lucky I have my notes.

I open it up for it to reveal the first question: People with borderline tend to

A) have a fear of spiders

B) have a fear of abandonment

C) have commitment issues