Chapter 31

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"You not wanting me, was the beginning of me wanting myself

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"You not wanting me, was the beginning of me wanting myself. Thank you."

I haven't had a full meal in a week.

My dorm is humid and I smell like shit. All I have been doing is crying my eyes out and sleeping. The whole week has been a blur. I don't know the time of the day. I just wake up whenever I feel like it and go back to sleep. The sun sets high and then sets down without me knowing. The news spread quickly about Blake's wedding and everyone congratulated him except the girl he broke.

But today is graduation day and I am still laying down in bed debating my whole life. I know I shouldn't let myself go down but when you truly love someone and they betray you it's hard to keep going without them.

Graduation day. The day I finally say goodbye to this academy and never see the students for the rest of my life. I used to be scared for graduation because I didn't know what I was going to do after but now. Now I just want to leave and never come back. I don't have a home, not the academy and not where my parents live. Nowhere.

"Wake up bestie. It's graduation day and Amanda is coming so we can get ready," Luna says as she opened the curtains which blind my eyes. I didn't say anything, I just stared at the ceiling.

"Come on Rose. I am sure a shower will do you good," she says taking the blankets away from me.

Once I felt the coldness without the blankets it took everything in me to stand up. I didn't want to go to my graduation but it took me a lot of effort and hard work to pass each class and maintain my scholarship. That is the only reason I am going. My parents are not coming and I don't have a good relationship with my extended family. It was just me.

I stood up still not saying a word and went to go shower.

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After my shower, I put on my dress and went outside. Amanda was already here helping Luna get ready.

"Hi Rose," Amanda says hugging me.

"Hi," I whisper, not being used to my voice since it's been a week I haven't had a full conversation.

The other elites wanted to visit me but I wasn't in the mood. I needed space and time to reflect.

"How have you been?" she asks me.

"Could be better," I say sitting down on my bed.

"It will take time. I am here if you want to talk always. Today is our day and let's not let no one ruin it. Now let me get you ready," Amanda says while getting her makeup.

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