never the same

chapter 20

INFINITY p>o>v

He has a sinister smile on his grim looking face as he slowly starts to stalk towards me, looking behind me to make sure Zile an Hugo wasnt anywhere in sight i smile back at him getting ready for him to take the first hit, hes the reason why im here missing the feeling off my children growing missing the cravings missing everything a mum should be there to see, he making me miss watching my best friend an brother having children because off him im missing everything an im going tot make him wish he never even touch a hair on my head! 

Im ready ! ! 

Ducking from his poor idea off a punch i punch him in the stomach as hard as i could nocking him back while he coughs struggling to breath i smile 
" thats what you deserve an a lot more " 
look up to me he has a look off death in his eyes an i know its my death hes seeking for! 

Running towards me he goes straight for my stomach which i predicted so i quickly slide to the left an he falls on his face i start to giggle turning around towards him, jumping back up he tries again resulting in him again on his face making him more angry while i giggle more.

Making contact with my face snapping me out off my giggle fit he goes to punch me again as i grab his fist twisting it up his back i whisper in his ear while hes hissing in pain 
" try a little harder boo" 
throwing hi forward he starts rubbing his arm looking at me i just shrug ready or his next move 
" why cant you just be mine i can make you happy " 
Laughing i point to him 
" hun you know your dead if i choose you im leaving the love off my lifes behind an your aint that special boo" 
shacking his head clenching his fists 
" all i ever wanted was you all i wanted was to marry you why cant you see how much i love you"
shacking my head taking cautions steps towards him 
" what you rape the people you love you think thats love, you nearly kill a gift any women would die to receive, you take me against my will from my loved ones, an now even dead you haunt my dreams my mind my life, you thats love really " 
my anger getting the best off me i start tot cry tear slowly sliding down my face 
" ill tell you what love is, love is no matter what they do or done you love them you forget about the past an look to the future, you forget the old them an change them for the better, yes you argue yes you fight but you always talk it out an not quit on them, love isnt always sunshines an rambows there argument fights tears but if you truely love someone you get past it you talk it out, if they leave so easily they never loved you " 
look at me with tears in his eyes 
" i honestly did love you Infinity" 
shacking my head 
" no you didnt or you wouldnt off hurt me the way you did, i cant stand being touch because off you i sturggle to sleep i struggle to do anything because you scared an hurt me in away no one should ever, if you loved me none off that wold off even crossed your mind" 
He slowly walks towards me as i move back to keep distance 
" i didnt mean to i just wanted you to love me back " 
putting my hand out for him to stop 
" you should off gone the right way around it, you should asked for dates an got to know me not trap me underneath you while i scream for help while i scream an hit you to stop" 
stopping in his tracks he puts his head down 
" im truely sorry i really am i lost everyone an everything for it please can you forgive me " 
throwing my head back laughing i shake my head 
" if you came to me before an asked maybe but you kidnapped me you hurt me again an again, you lost people because off your own lack off actions you thought that you could get away with it because your in a gang news flash you cant you are just the same as every other rapist in prison i just wish i was strong enough to go to the police an put you where you belong behind bars away from the human race, but i gave you the easy way out an for that you should be thankful" 
I turn to leave when he opens his mouth 
 "thankful you killed me while all i tried to do was love you, you crazy bitch" 
spinning on my feet i grab him by the scruff off his neck pinning him to the wall 
" bitch im the bitch you raped someone your the bitch, god if you went to prison you wouldnt last two minutes, i killed you because you was weak only weak men rape an hurt women an they shouldnt have the right to walk this earth so call me what you want but in my eyes i did every women an man a favor by killing you sorry ass looking ass "