never the same

chapter one

Opening my eyes i see light peering through my curtains,shinning through every little corner it can. I just lie there gathering my self for yet another day in GM hell another day off pure hate from everyone, I sigh swinging my legs off the bed which is a mattress.
I walk to the bathroom across from my room trying my hardest to be quiet as i can. god forbid i wake him up.
Making it to the door i open it slowly and shutting it behind me making as little noise as I can. 
Standing in front off the mirror looking at the sun-kissed skin i inherited from my mother, my dark dull brown eyes with my natural brown hair falling around my face and down my back, just as plain and simple as me as I'll ever be. 
I ignore my thoughts I hope in shower getting clean and ready for the day, picking up my cloths i walk out the door to see hunter walking out off his room quickly i put my head down and walk straight into my room not making eye contact. After what happened 2 days ago i cant look at him without tearing up or wanting to have a brake down. He should off helped me !

Brothers are supposed to be there for you love you and protect you, wipe your tears stand in front off you when your in danger but all the things i lack when it comes to Hunter, we are twins identical twins but he looks more like my dad who had black thick hair and green eyes that are always bright, unlike me who toke after my mum, she was stunning and that is the only gens i didn't inherit from her.

Getting my boxing stuff i start to put on my black Nike shorts then some gray Nike joggers over with my black Nike sports bra and a normal plain black top over, i make my way to the mirror throwing my hair into a pony i grab my white Nikes and make my way downstairs to find Hunter sat on sofa with a bowl off cereal
" where you going"
i carry on walking to door not bothering to turn around I shout over my shoulder
" like you care"
i dont hear anything for a while till he pipes up
" yeh i know haha"
shaking my head i carry on walking to the car, i saved all my money up just to get my dream car which is a white discover land rover its my baby. climbing in i make my way to the underground boxing place.

Opening the doors i see one off my friends magic behind the bar
" hey finiy "
waving
" hows it going"
she smiles
" wish the guys would get it through there heads im a lesbian and stop hitting on me"
laughing
" tell them that "
her eyes go wide
" i have you wanna know what they say" nodding " shacking my head laughing
"go on tell me "
she puts her hands on the bar
" great you'll be up for a threesome "
i throw my head back laughing
" not funny its annoying"
i sober up after a while
" it really is"
she starts to laughing
" right well im going to get ready "
She nods and waves
" see yah "
nodding at her i make my way into the back to the part where no one but me can go.

I start removing the unneeded clothing i start to tape up my hands when I hear the door open and shut I look up to see max walks in
" hey love "
you see max is 30 and like a brother and dad in one, he know my parents since we moved her when i was 5 my dad just to come her to teach me and Hunter how to fight i loved it so i stuck with it when they passed
" hey"
looking back down to carry on taping my hands,max walks over and starts helping me
" you have a fight to night and its big so keep your head in the game and bring home the prize "
nodding
" okey and how much is it "
going to tape my other hand
" 3,000 if you win"
nodding he finishes rapping both hands before taking both and looking at me
" how are you doing"
looking down because he is the one person i cant lie to
" im fine "
lifting my head by my chin
" it will get easier, please dont go back to your old ways "
when my parents past i was so angry i locked my self in this very room and just went through punching bags after punching bag which coast max money but he was fine with it,
" i wont"
Looking up he smiles
" promis me "
smiling back
"i promise you"
kissing my head
" right well you have a fight to perper for " nodding i jump up and start with the only thing i love. Boxing.