never the same

Chapter 15 (emotional)

ROSE P.O.V
Waking up with my hand on my baby an the other under my head staring down at my now growing tummy I wish everything could be different, I was stuck or kidnapped and kept in a dingy basement off the only guy who has the upper hand over me no matter where I am in the world he will always find a way to find me and remind me how little I mean in this big ball everyone calles earth.

Feeling a tear sliding slowly down my face I couldn't contain the emotion anymore the hurt from Lucifer how could he betray me the way he has, I finally thought my life was looking up I mean I had a gang who respected and loved me I had friends who soon turned into family. I know I have people I know that they will have my back but what's the point when the only person you want to talk to the only person you want to smile for laugh for the only person you wish loved you as much as you loved them doesn't. How do service that ?
I waited my whole dam life for someone just to love me hold me while I cry or hug me when I'm feeling down all iv ever wanted was love Hunter gets love he has everyone by his side no matter what he does or say to them why do I get tossed aside why do I get over looked am I really that bad off a person no one gives me the time off day, I lmy life helping other rather seeing someone else smile or be happy than my self so why and I cursed with the fact no one will ever love me. It hurts hurts so fucking bad.
Feeling my tears fall down my face like there racing each other to the bottom  with my hand now over my mouth so no one could see me so broke and lost I close my eyes wishing I would wake back up in the house I love. Play song
"Infinity baby wake up" turning I waft them away with my hands with my eyes closed not wanting to open my eyes knowing I'm still in the black the mange's to brake me more an more everyday I'm here every second I'm breathing
"Princess please wake up" hold on the only person who called me that is my dad. Shooting my eyes open I swing up to a sitting position. There I see the only people I wish never left the reason I broke unknowingly, my vision becomes blury from my tears that are again falling down my face
"Mom dad" reaching out to touch them when my mom reaches out touching my face smiling her heart worming smile
"Yes baby it's mom and dad" jumping up I hug them with my whole strength crying harder than I ever have before, my mom stroking my hair shushing me while I brake down
"Princess" my dad takes my face in his hands looking at me with nothing but pride and joy I nod my head singling I was listening
" princess you need to leave and you need to run run as fast as you can and don't turn back you need to keep you and your baby out off harms way and that is to run run princess run" looking at him leaving my tears to dry on my face I open my mouth hearing my crocky voice
"I don't want to leave use I can't I've just got use back" shacking her head my mom smiles at me with tears in her eyes
"Baby you never lost us in order to get us back we have always been with you, every fight every training session everything you do we are alsways there baby you never lost us we just can't be with you right now but one day you will but right now you need to go back to your family and loved" shacking my head I look down
" he doesn't love me he admitted it the whole thing was I lie mom" looking up I'm crying again (no surprise) "he lied mommy it hurts so bad the pain won't stop" she kneels down looking directly into my face
"Baby girl he wasn't lying he was scared he didn't have the best off child hoods he didn't want to turn out like his parents and I know he hurt you but so did Hunter and you forgave him each time learn to forgive him or the hurt won't ever leave or go way" she kisses my head when my dad does the same
"Good bye princess remember we are always there and I can't wait to see you have this gorgeous baby off yours" he stands up starting to disappear watching them just leave me I wish they didn't have to go but what my dad said is right I need to think off the baby it isn't just me anymore!

Soon I wake up ready to become the one and only Rose who no one messes with and everyone fears smiling I start looking and feeling around the room starting to fall out off hope when my hand falls onto someone thin and sharp I can't tell you exactly what it due to not being able to see.
Standing up I start to feel around the walls off the room feeling every dint missing pieces off the wall until I touch something cold I tap the tool thing I found on this cold part off the wall, hearing it clink I realise it's a window that been bored up from the out side. Walking o the door I put my ear to it to see if anyone is out there an by the sound I wasn't hearing no one there. Quickly as I could I walk to the cold part off the wall I know  its the window I try and smash it as quiet at I could which didn't work soon I hear everyone running down her from above that's when I got my ass in gear and started to kick the wood until it feel on the grass, soon as the wood feel on grail and one off my foot out off the window I hear the keys in the door
"Hurry the fuck up she gonna get away" he booms to who ever is fucking with the keys
"Sorry boss I can't get the right one" for some odd reason I feel like he was doing it on purpose.
Leaving no time to get caught I jump through the window holding my baby making sure I didn't cut anywhere on my belly, feeling happy I start to running when he comes to the window
"Your dead you hear me" I carry on running like my dad said without looking back.
Turning my head everywhere to see where the closet road is I spot a path which I soon was running up with him hot on my tail shouting at me to stop and my death won't me as hurtful as he plained which I find very very hard to believe.
Seeing head lights ahead I start to run fast not caring who it was or how bad my feet was hurt and bleeding seeing is was only in my bear feet I start to wave my arms around like a idiot shouting
"Help help HELP" as the car got close I gained hope I thought I lost I smiled for the first time in god knows when but it all stopped when I hear a BANG feeling a pain so hard I drop to the floor screaming I put my hand on my shoulder falling to the floor with the only two things on my mind. The baby and Lucifer.
My eye sight get blurry the closer the car gets making my shut my eyes until the brightness toke over the darkness my eye lids were shielding me from. Feeling hand on me shouting my name I think everything just stopped I opened my eyes smiling I was happy I'd die like this.

LUCIFER  P.O.V
We all jump into the cars and are on our way to get my girl back me Hunter, Xavier,max, luke, magic sin and ace are all in the first car which Hunter driving with nothing but silence surrounding us the radio as back ground noise to the silence we all are ready to go to war with nothing but Infinity and My baby on our minds.
Putting my head in my heads I think off everything iv done to her yet she stayed she helped me when I was down she picked me back up she made me smile when I couldn't she reminded me what life actually is and I threw it away and for what fear fuck fear iv never given into it before so why did I let it cloud my love for them, I can't picture my life without her being by my side.
I'd be lying if I never dreamt off having a family with Infinity because I have ever since I met her she came bounding into my life without any warning and blew it up blew up the hard exterior I wore in a matter off seconds without knowing it.
The day she came walking out off the pizza parlour laughing and smiling I new deal down I was fucked because when sin grabbed her arm I felt like braking his for ever thinking he could touch what was mine and when she basically killed skull, I didn't know it was her but she looked hot as fuck kicking his ass, when the fight ended and I sow Magic running to get her off skull my heat lept into my mouth because I new it was her I wanted to kill skull for touching what's mine.
Stalling my head up to hear someone yell Help I tell Hunter to step on it knowing something was up
"It's Infinity" Magic yells and soon as those words flew out off her mouth Hunter sped down the road all off use watching waiting wanting to just get out and run to her but knowing we was to far. My heart beat speeds  up knowing I have her back when we hear gun shouts and a ear piercing heart reaching scream come from who we thinks is Infinity we all look at each other
"HURTY THE FUCK UP, LUKE SIN ACE AND HUNTER FIND HIM AND BRING HIM BACK TO THE-GANG HOUSE  MAGIC AND MAX STAY WITH ME" they all nod and by time I'm facing forward the car has stopped along with my heart.
There on the floor was Infinity holding her belly with dear life as hers drains out off her I run over picking her head up
"Infinity baby come on open your eyes" she smiles slowly opening her eyes
"Yes baby know keep the open" he smile fades
"Lucifer if the doctors say the baby's life over mine take the baby please" I shake my head no realising I'm crying
"No baby both off use are going to live I promise" picking she up I turn to a stunned crying Magic
"Get us to the nearest hospital now" she nods getting to action as we both run to the car with Infinity.
Getting into the back with her I lie her across me stroking her hair
" baby open your eyes" she takes a deep breath
"Lucifer baby I love you never forget that and I'm sorry for everything, I'm gonna die knowing I love off my life has me" my tears spilling from my eyes. She slowly wipes them away
"Don't cry baby your gonna be the best dad the baby could ever have" holding onto her belly I smile through my tears
" baby we are gonna be the best parents together" she smiles taking slow breaths in and out
" I would've like that so much magic turn this song up"she nods turning up pressing further down on the gas pedal speeding down the road

Her eyes start to drop shut I cry even harder
"MAGINC HOW FAR" she turns her head to side with tears in her face
"We are here" I look down smiling
"Baby we are here" she hmms
"Open your eyes baby please I wanna see you amazing beautiful eyes" she smiles but then it stops
"I love you Luci" she stop every sign off life in her hair goes and I grab her close to my chests crying screaming for help running in to the hospital
"Help me please I can't lose her please she not breathing"
Nearse and doctors come running grabbing her and taking her away I turn around to see the whole gang  and Xaviers gang stood there
"Go home guys Thankyou for getting your boss back use did everything she would want from use" they all nod walking when they disappear Hunter, Max, Xavier,Sin,Ace and Luke come running in
" where is she is she okey" soon as he said that Magic drops to floor crying while I look down with my own tears hearing nothing but breathing.
"She can't be dead" Sin has tears in his eyes
"Tell me she isnt dead" Ace looks at me with hope
"My baby sisters gone forever" Hunter also falls to floor while Max holds him crying him self. Everyone was numb crying for the hurt off her gone. 
Iv lost my baby and my love all in one day I cry harder than I ever have before.